12-29-2014, 03:08 PM
AM6 STAGE 1 - Day 10
Mums friend is leaving tomorrow for Germany. Didn’t get that time alone, although a year ago she invited me to spend a weekend at hers, I was down and out at that time.
I was supposed to find a flat with my sister and she wasted a month leading me on, I just checked my finances and decided to share a flat with someone who already has one so I can invest in my self-improvement more, am not really focused on the money side of thing just yet.
Brother and nephew are leaving tomorrow too, so I’ll be back at it. I wanted to continue with public tapping, when I can do it out aloud in a bus and train I will know I eradicated my fear, I don’t mind spending the next week or so in London exploring and tapping as I have always been afraid/shy to do so before. I have some xmas money, why not.
I tried to find a recommened book called “don’t give a f+ck” or something but couldn’t, I wanted to listen or read something on fear of public speaking, crictism, what people think, approval and stuff like that.
PS I find that older blond ladies have been staring at me hard for the last two days, weird.
Mums friend is leaving tomorrow for Germany. Didn’t get that time alone, although a year ago she invited me to spend a weekend at hers, I was down and out at that time.
I was supposed to find a flat with my sister and she wasted a month leading me on, I just checked my finances and decided to share a flat with someone who already has one so I can invest in my self-improvement more, am not really focused on the money side of thing just yet.
Brother and nephew are leaving tomorrow too, so I’ll be back at it. I wanted to continue with public tapping, when I can do it out aloud in a bus and train I will know I eradicated my fear, I don’t mind spending the next week or so in London exploring and tapping as I have always been afraid/shy to do so before. I have some xmas money, why not.
I tried to find a recommened book called “don’t give a f+ck” or something but couldn’t, I wanted to listen or read something on fear of public speaking, crictism, what people think, approval and stuff like that.
PS I find that older blond ladies have been staring at me hard for the last two days, weird.
If you can't manage the little you have now, who will trust you with more, if you can't control yourself long can you rule over others for? Its easier for a king to rule a kingdom than himself and who does want an empire? Being unconquerable lies with yourself!
