12-23-2014, 06:07 AM
Alpha Male 6 - The Beginning
Anyway. I figured I might as well listen to Alpha Male 6, and see what all the fuss is about, I only have a few 100 bucks to lose, right? I started listening to it a few days ago, the read up about using other programming with it while I was listening to my hypnosis tapes, so I stopped.
I wanted to start afresh next year with it but I just accepted that am hypnosis junkie (the kind that will use a hypnosis to get off hypnosis, so I’ll probably continue listening to hyno sessions all thru next year. The way I see it a book, movie or TV program can still interfere with the AM6 programming, eg AM6 states belief A.2 but a 450 page book supports a conflicting belief A.3 that are conflicting, am sure you get my point.
UPDATE:
So everything I had planned for this year didn’t go as planned. We secured the funding for the business, the projections and everything was great, we even hired 4 staff and a manager. I followed the example of dyslexic and ADD business people by getting people to compensate for my weak areas. That worked OK, but we ran out of cash flow as our biggest marketplace account has still been pending for about 6 months now, a process that should take 5 days for so. As a result we had to let the staff go. On top of that the government has had my passport for over a year (visa application), so I have been unable to get a job meaning I have had no steady source of income for a very long time. I got a letter two days ago stating that the case has been adjourned to June 2016. THAT SUCKS. I haven’t been able to complete all of the programs I planned to. I did complete FastforWord reading and spelling program for dyslexia, and it did not help one bit. Also my brain training programs helped in all the other areas except for my weakest ones. So I decide to go get some professional help for the condition. I’ll probably start my ADD medication in Jan then go see psychologists for my dyslexia and other issues like acceptance and self-esteem.
The upside
On the upside, am moving out soon, I’ll get a job without needing my passport and I can still work on the business but grow it slowly myself when we get the account we have been waiting for. Ave out grown my old goals and I will have to re-plan them after I see the effectiveness of the stimulate drugs. The thing is I know it’s possible but with ADD you can’t focus on boring or routine things no matter how hard you try. Its not a willpower, it like sex, if you not turned on you can’t get it up no matter how much willpower you use. Most of my goals require repetition and boring tasks that wont “turn me on” so I would be fooling myself to think I will do them without the stimulates, that will in essence make me “normal” in regards to attention and concentration. I always felt greatest within me but journal is often long and boring with the repetive drills and routines for years and years that add up to overnight success and “15 mins” of fame. Finally I have a fair chance. Also I hired a coach to help me stay on my goals and targets, I think accountability is important, you guys are cool, but it’s different.
Anyway. I figured I might as well listen to Alpha Male 6, and see what all the fuss is about, I only have a few 100 bucks to lose, right? I started listening to it a few days ago, the read up about using other programming with it while I was listening to my hypnosis tapes, so I stopped.
I wanted to start afresh next year with it but I just accepted that am hypnosis junkie (the kind that will use a hypnosis to get off hypnosis, so I’ll probably continue listening to hyno sessions all thru next year. The way I see it a book, movie or TV program can still interfere with the AM6 programming, eg AM6 states belief A.2 but a 450 page book supports a conflicting belief A.3 that are conflicting, am sure you get my point.
UPDATE:
So everything I had planned for this year didn’t go as planned. We secured the funding for the business, the projections and everything was great, we even hired 4 staff and a manager. I followed the example of dyslexic and ADD business people by getting people to compensate for my weak areas. That worked OK, but we ran out of cash flow as our biggest marketplace account has still been pending for about 6 months now, a process that should take 5 days for so. As a result we had to let the staff go. On top of that the government has had my passport for over a year (visa application), so I have been unable to get a job meaning I have had no steady source of income for a very long time. I got a letter two days ago stating that the case has been adjourned to June 2016. THAT SUCKS. I haven’t been able to complete all of the programs I planned to. I did complete FastforWord reading and spelling program for dyslexia, and it did not help one bit. Also my brain training programs helped in all the other areas except for my weakest ones. So I decide to go get some professional help for the condition. I’ll probably start my ADD medication in Jan then go see psychologists for my dyslexia and other issues like acceptance and self-esteem.
The upside
On the upside, am moving out soon, I’ll get a job without needing my passport and I can still work on the business but grow it slowly myself when we get the account we have been waiting for. Ave out grown my old goals and I will have to re-plan them after I see the effectiveness of the stimulate drugs. The thing is I know it’s possible but with ADD you can’t focus on boring or routine things no matter how hard you try. Its not a willpower, it like sex, if you not turned on you can’t get it up no matter how much willpower you use. Most of my goals require repetition and boring tasks that wont “turn me on” so I would be fooling myself to think I will do them without the stimulates, that will in essence make me “normal” in regards to attention and concentration. I always felt greatest within me but journal is often long and boring with the repetive drills and routines for years and years that add up to overnight success and “15 mins” of fame. Finally I have a fair chance. Also I hired a coach to help me stay on my goals and targets, I think accountability is important, you guys are cool, but it’s different.
If you can't manage the little you have now, who will trust you with more, if you can't control yourself long can you rule over others for? Its easier for a king to rule a kingdom than himself and who does want an empire? Being unconquerable lies with yourself!