03-13-2014, 05:04 AM
AM5 Stage 3 Summery
It’s been a disappointing last 34 days, besides time flying and I not feeling as though I made the progress I wanted to within that time AM5 stage 3 hasn’t had any huge effects on me. Most of the changes are so little I feel as though am making them up just to stay consistent with this trend.
I started to get bored a lot been alone which before never bothered me it could be the extroversion training. So I went so a few time and I was still bored to death with the whole experience. I then stopped all the progress I was making of going out and stayed indoors since. My coach recommended me going to events that I found more fun and exciting rather than just going out for the sake of it. Am starting considering alcohol again, when drinking everything’s fun but I won’t ever do that again.
My motivationless mindstate seems to have faded although am really lazy and I don’t think AM5 will cure it. Am waiting to see an investor tomorrow and this could be the break I’ve been waiting for, maybe my low moods and lack of enthusiasm is based on the fact things don’t seem to be moving forward at all creating a stuck feeling, but all things pass away.
Laserlike Focus and Concentration,
I have been doing brainwave entrainment and playing this sub during the day and the level of awareness it has given me as changed. I noticed that I have a constant stream of thoughts and every time I take my attention away from my thoughts to something external for example they seem to try every trick in the book to get my attention back by bringing up more exciting things to things about.
I started the Fast Forword Program to correct my spelling, reading and pronunciation issues and I have almost competed one module out of 8. The module am on had a “game” that focused on grammar and its weird because I caught my self-using the word “whom” the other day in speech now I have never used whom, who always sounded better but out of the blue I began using it so am excited about competing the program. When I do my re-run of AM5 I would have cured on dyslexia and lunched my business am confident will be through the roof which will bring my Alpha to new levels.
AM5 Stage 4
I don’t know if it has to do with this stage but its intense on my brain, I have been meditating for years now and I can feel movement or changes in my brain and stage 4 is intense, it’s been 2 days now and I feel it hard. I would think it has more changes than stage 3 and I will witness more improvements.
My faith in subs has faltered the only thing that’s keeping me going is the fact I had crazy dreams during stage 1. Yes dreams is the only proof I have for myself now. But at the end of AM5 I will know for certain.
I will never give up on my goals, dreams and vision, I will be all that i can be or die trying
It’s been a disappointing last 34 days, besides time flying and I not feeling as though I made the progress I wanted to within that time AM5 stage 3 hasn’t had any huge effects on me. Most of the changes are so little I feel as though am making them up just to stay consistent with this trend.
I started to get bored a lot been alone which before never bothered me it could be the extroversion training. So I went so a few time and I was still bored to death with the whole experience. I then stopped all the progress I was making of going out and stayed indoors since. My coach recommended me going to events that I found more fun and exciting rather than just going out for the sake of it. Am starting considering alcohol again, when drinking everything’s fun but I won’t ever do that again.
My motivationless mindstate seems to have faded although am really lazy and I don’t think AM5 will cure it. Am waiting to see an investor tomorrow and this could be the break I’ve been waiting for, maybe my low moods and lack of enthusiasm is based on the fact things don’t seem to be moving forward at all creating a stuck feeling, but all things pass away.
Laserlike Focus and Concentration,
I have been doing brainwave entrainment and playing this sub during the day and the level of awareness it has given me as changed. I noticed that I have a constant stream of thoughts and every time I take my attention away from my thoughts to something external for example they seem to try every trick in the book to get my attention back by bringing up more exciting things to things about.
I started the Fast Forword Program to correct my spelling, reading and pronunciation issues and I have almost competed one module out of 8. The module am on had a “game” that focused on grammar and its weird because I caught my self-using the word “whom” the other day in speech now I have never used whom, who always sounded better but out of the blue I began using it so am excited about competing the program. When I do my re-run of AM5 I would have cured on dyslexia and lunched my business am confident will be through the roof which will bring my Alpha to new levels.
AM5 Stage 4
I don’t know if it has to do with this stage but its intense on my brain, I have been meditating for years now and I can feel movement or changes in my brain and stage 4 is intense, it’s been 2 days now and I feel it hard. I would think it has more changes than stage 3 and I will witness more improvements.
My faith in subs has faltered the only thing that’s keeping me going is the fact I had crazy dreams during stage 1. Yes dreams is the only proof I have for myself now. But at the end of AM5 I will know for certain.
I will never give up on my goals, dreams and vision, I will be all that i can be or die trying
If you can't manage the little you have now, who will trust you with more, if you can't control yourself long can you rule over others for? Its easier for a king to rule a kingdom than himself and who does want an empire? Being unconquerable lies with yourself!
