02-06-2014, 03:04 PM
Went to the optician today, he said my eyes are fine, I have very good eyesight he said, my next appointment is in 06/02/2016. Here I was walking around for like 2 years in the world thinking everybody would see better than me and that I had poor vision, I would have argued with the guy but he was wearing a Jewish so I left it. If there’s a lesson a learnt today is I think I may have unrealistic beliefs about life and unrealistic expectations not only for myself but for others too.
I had not used buses since high school and I forgot how it all works, so the other day I signalled a bus to stop, after I realised the buses stop anyway on they own accord and the driver can see you standing there anywhere, I felt stupid. Now I see people everywhere signalling buses with their hands and it makes me wonder why I make myself feel all these unpleasant emotions when it’s totally unnecessary.
As they say “you live and you learn”, imagine your favourite genius feeling stupid every time he makes mistakes to the point he starts to judge his mental ability, its unthinkable but I bet it happens, according to Tony’s research positive thinking and attutibes affect intelligence and genius are optimistic all the time about everything that’s why they find solutions when everyone else gives up in a hopeless rant. I’ll try and remember that the next time I lean towards feeling stupid.
Aborted on a date/meetup
That teacher women texted me today in the afternoon asking if we were still meeting up tomorrow and if I wanted to come out tonight for a Jam Night at a pub in the town centre.
Crap I thought to myself, and my imagination flashed pictures of arward silence and boredom then judgement and rejection. Damamerson did warn me about these type of issues coming up. Problem is I don’t just have it with girls it’s a over the board type of thing. From having ADD, to been introverted and moving countries and cities every few years since I was young, I tend to entertain myself and refer my own company to the company of others.
Even with my close friends I find it difficult to have a long one to ones so I normally hang in groups. I tend to fluctuate from been presence with the people to going in my head and then else where and went it’s a one on one it find it impossible to stay with that person for long. So I should probably look for events that are active and require the lease amount of speaking. While I deal with my ADD and building up stories and knowledge of things people find interesting like football etc.
Anyway that’s cool about it is I did not make excuses to myself and create a dramatic scene and start feeling sorry for myself. I have identified the issue and possible solutions and I will now execute it.
Things to do
Mental rehearsal - I will ask my coach to create for me a custom hypnosis recording using my processing schema.
Story Telling – my coach gave me assignments on this last week I franked out till now
__________ - can’t think right now, bed time
Its intimating but I’ll get there I still have another 12 – 18 months before I begin Women and Sex magnet plus mastering social skills will help me over the board in everything not just women
I had not used buses since high school and I forgot how it all works, so the other day I signalled a bus to stop, after I realised the buses stop anyway on they own accord and the driver can see you standing there anywhere, I felt stupid. Now I see people everywhere signalling buses with their hands and it makes me wonder why I make myself feel all these unpleasant emotions when it’s totally unnecessary.
As they say “you live and you learn”, imagine your favourite genius feeling stupid every time he makes mistakes to the point he starts to judge his mental ability, its unthinkable but I bet it happens, according to Tony’s research positive thinking and attutibes affect intelligence and genius are optimistic all the time about everything that’s why they find solutions when everyone else gives up in a hopeless rant. I’ll try and remember that the next time I lean towards feeling stupid.
Aborted on a date/meetup
That teacher women texted me today in the afternoon asking if we were still meeting up tomorrow and if I wanted to come out tonight for a Jam Night at a pub in the town centre.
Crap I thought to myself, and my imagination flashed pictures of arward silence and boredom then judgement and rejection. Damamerson did warn me about these type of issues coming up. Problem is I don’t just have it with girls it’s a over the board type of thing. From having ADD, to been introverted and moving countries and cities every few years since I was young, I tend to entertain myself and refer my own company to the company of others.
Even with my close friends I find it difficult to have a long one to ones so I normally hang in groups. I tend to fluctuate from been presence with the people to going in my head and then else where and went it’s a one on one it find it impossible to stay with that person for long. So I should probably look for events that are active and require the lease amount of speaking. While I deal with my ADD and building up stories and knowledge of things people find interesting like football etc.
Anyway that’s cool about it is I did not make excuses to myself and create a dramatic scene and start feeling sorry for myself. I have identified the issue and possible solutions and I will now execute it.
Things to do
Mental rehearsal - I will ask my coach to create for me a custom hypnosis recording using my processing schema.
Story Telling – my coach gave me assignments on this last week I franked out till now
__________ - can’t think right now, bed time
Its intimating but I’ll get there I still have another 12 – 18 months before I begin Women and Sex magnet plus mastering social skills will help me over the board in everything not just women
If you can't manage the little you have now, who will trust you with more, if you can't control yourself long can you rule over others for? Its easier for a king to rule a kingdom than himself and who does want an empire? Being unconquerable lies with yourself!
