02-04-2014, 02:01 PM
I didn’t do much today, I have started getting headaces atfer spending a few mins on the PC and this has slowed dow my work load. I have to go get my eyes checked sometime this week.
Soon I’ll be a Nerd in appearcance glad am at the age that ave out grown the potential issues that could create. Spent to many hours on the PC putting this business together and trying to find ways of “fixing” my self at the cost of my eye sight soon I’ll have money to laser surgiry thought and I’ll take better care of my self as my self love is inceasing.
I take it back
There is nothing good that can come out of bad emotions, and in hindsight it was foolish for me to use negativity as fuel coz I may acaeive the goal but at a costly price. Its unfortunate that most professional coaches and the like still use negatives as motivation.
I moved from having to get “obsessed” to been calm and relaxed in a faithful state of “what ever will be will be”. I no longer have a need to try and control uncontrolable things, like sessions. The way I see it is that am changing at the speed of change no faster nor slower, growing like a bamboo plant and theres a session for everything.
When I say I have no motivation I think what I mean is I have no negative motovation lol. It totally makes sense now. Like a guy who works hard to buy a car to impress a girl, the moment he doesn’t need to impress anyone he might stop working hard.
Well I’ll see what happens in the next stages maybe I’ll find new drives or the program will give me positive reasons to be successful, I was reading the BAMM PDF and I cant wait to start on it. I still have low sex drive too and I have no urge to seek out females. Well overall this is better than the “obsessed” states I used to be in, its way more ZEN and peaceful. “What ever will be will be, I’ll do the best that I can and then see”
Soon I’ll be a Nerd in appearcance glad am at the age that ave out grown the potential issues that could create. Spent to many hours on the PC putting this business together and trying to find ways of “fixing” my self at the cost of my eye sight soon I’ll have money to laser surgiry thought and I’ll take better care of my self as my self love is inceasing.
I take it back
There is nothing good that can come out of bad emotions, and in hindsight it was foolish for me to use negativity as fuel coz I may acaeive the goal but at a costly price. Its unfortunate that most professional coaches and the like still use negatives as motivation.
(01-09-2014, 02:12 PM)stratos Wrote: Glad you asked! Being obsessed with success and allowing it to happen are two different things. Whether it's business, women, etc. Allow it to happen naturally rather than out of desperation. Passion and desperation, neediness are different. Geodude maybe you can help me out here.
(01-09-2014, 03:35 PM)Fonzy3 Wrote: Tap on "obsessed", putting in un necessary work, not having synergy etc.
Thanks, Fonzy
I moved from having to get “obsessed” to been calm and relaxed in a faithful state of “what ever will be will be”. I no longer have a need to try and control uncontrolable things, like sessions. The way I see it is that am changing at the speed of change no faster nor slower, growing like a bamboo plant and theres a session for everything.
When I say I have no motivation I think what I mean is I have no negative motovation lol. It totally makes sense now. Like a guy who works hard to buy a car to impress a girl, the moment he doesn’t need to impress anyone he might stop working hard.
Well I’ll see what happens in the next stages maybe I’ll find new drives or the program will give me positive reasons to be successful, I was reading the BAMM PDF and I cant wait to start on it. I still have low sex drive too and I have no urge to seek out females. Well overall this is better than the “obsessed” states I used to be in, its way more ZEN and peaceful. “What ever will be will be, I’ll do the best that I can and then see”
If you can't manage the little you have now, who will trust you with more, if you can't control yourself long can you rule over others for? Its easier for a king to rule a kingdom than himself and who does want an empire? Being unconquerable lies with yourself!
