01-13-2014, 12:26 PM
I really got this product for assist me in my business ventures not particularly for women, having money will allow me to have a high level of self-esteem. When I run AM6 I will focus on women as I am finding it hard to get time to read the books.
Saint or Weakling
As a weakling it seems that by nature people take advantage of you. I met up with a client that owes me money and has not been replying to my messages. I met the person on Sunday but did not confront them about this as there other people there (did think of finding a private place as the situation was a bit difficult to). I knew that the person has money problems at the moment and I did not want them to be in an arward position. Probably the weakling in me is making excuses.
Also on the same day I received a call from someone I had done a job for but I didn’t ask for the payment pending.
This sh*t has to stop, when does AM5 kick in hard? On stage one I was getting kickarse dreams of superspy stuff, but in Stage two am dreaming of people in my past a lot and childhood friends etc. Last night it was about a childhood friend I caught trying to burn the family home and I let him go even thought I had thoughts in my mind of burning him as justice, seem like there’s a relation to the events I just mentioned
Short Term Goal #1 – Early Riser
Also stage 2 is making it hard for me to sleep and my Early Riser goal is getting more difficult to achieve at the moment. I became sensitive to brain activity some time ago during my meditations and it seems when I listen to stage 2 I feel more changes/ processing in my brain more than stage 1, I wonder if the stages will get more intense or if its just my imagination.
Financial and Business Goals: 1)Move the F**t out of home
I am close to that goal, it will take two months before launch of the business venture am working on and I will be required to move cities so I will finality have my own place. I need to get these nervous feelings and insecurities out the place to prevent any chance of me sabotaging this because of fear of been alone on the world by myself.
But I will enjoy the process of planning my monthly budget and buying all the things a need. I have been hypnotising myself to have more faith and ave let go of a lot of worries in the past 3 days, I wonder what I will be like after 30 days of doing this.
Back to business, I have a launch coming up soon. This will be the most eventful year of my life.
Saint or Weakling
As a weakling it seems that by nature people take advantage of you. I met up with a client that owes me money and has not been replying to my messages. I met the person on Sunday but did not confront them about this as there other people there (did think of finding a private place as the situation was a bit difficult to). I knew that the person has money problems at the moment and I did not want them to be in an arward position. Probably the weakling in me is making excuses.
Also on the same day I received a call from someone I had done a job for but I didn’t ask for the payment pending.
This sh*t has to stop, when does AM5 kick in hard? On stage one I was getting kickarse dreams of superspy stuff, but in Stage two am dreaming of people in my past a lot and childhood friends etc. Last night it was about a childhood friend I caught trying to burn the family home and I let him go even thought I had thoughts in my mind of burning him as justice, seem like there’s a relation to the events I just mentioned
Short Term Goal #1 – Early Riser
Also stage 2 is making it hard for me to sleep and my Early Riser goal is getting more difficult to achieve at the moment. I became sensitive to brain activity some time ago during my meditations and it seems when I listen to stage 2 I feel more changes/ processing in my brain more than stage 1, I wonder if the stages will get more intense or if its just my imagination.
Financial and Business Goals: 1)Move the F**t out of home
I am close to that goal, it will take two months before launch of the business venture am working on and I will be required to move cities so I will finality have my own place. I need to get these nervous feelings and insecurities out the place to prevent any chance of me sabotaging this because of fear of been alone on the world by myself.
But I will enjoy the process of planning my monthly budget and buying all the things a need. I have been hypnotising myself to have more faith and ave let go of a lot of worries in the past 3 days, I wonder what I will be like after 30 days of doing this.
Back to business, I have a launch coming up soon. This will be the most eventful year of my life.
If you can't manage the little you have now, who will trust you with more, if you can't control yourself long can you rule over others for? Its easier for a king to rule a kingdom than himself and who does want an empire? Being unconquerable lies with yourself!
