01-08-2014, 04:00 AM
Summery
HighLights
Sober in the Club, SAY WAAAT!
Why can’t I just be myself?
Natural Game Vs Outer and Inner game
Matters of the Heart
Everyday’s “ThanksGiving Day”
How Porn Almost Ruined My Life
LIFE IS REAL - In love with an illusion
Stage One of AM5 has been breath-taking. I went from been mildly paranoid about what people think about me as a person, about my actions/reactions, and words; to only caring about what I think of myself.
Beautiful women triggered a combination of emotions that would kill any prehistory animal if exposed to too long. I would feel all my insecurities come into my awareness, balanced with pitiful coping strategies. I would feel lust, fear and worthlessness. And all this was made worse by the fact I was programmed to desire and do anything to posses these “high quality” women.
I now feel "nothing" toward beautiful women, I may still want to devour them sexually but that’s only natural.
I feel as though they are just like me (on the same level) and everyone else on that matter.
I am also now aware that all people have the issues, complexes and insecurities. I may have to overcome anxiety to approach a female and she may have to stop herself from panicking for many reasons.
I may not care what people think of me and it has created a whole new world for me, one that I am free to act and be as I wish without fear of criticism, judgement or disapproval from anyone.
But I still have to deal with the negative things I think about myself or the negative echoes from other people's negative statements in the past. Been a dyslexic has self-esteem issues of its own caliber and classification, so next stage of this transformation is Mental Renovation
I notice that my posture is improving and I have this feeling that I need to do what I need to do, no matter how unpleasant the task may be, it needs to get done. The quicker it gets done the better.
Am so excited about Stage 2 of AM5
Report
AM5 Stage 1 - Garbage Disposal
AM5 Programing Time – 266 hours , BYBH – 256 hours Current Journey investment - £940
New Sexual Experiences: Sex- 0 Kisses – 0 Other – 0 Dates - 0
Known negative beliefs reprogramed - 65
Total Hypnosis Sessions – (Live) 0 (recorded) 600 mins Affirmations – 240 mins
Brain training - 0 Brainwave Training – 240 mins Meditation – 60 mins
Study Time – 260 mins
HighLights
Sober in the Club, SAY WAAAT!
Why can’t I just be myself?
Natural Game Vs Outer and Inner game
Matters of the Heart
Everyday’s “ThanksGiving Day”
How Porn Almost Ruined My Life
LIFE IS REAL - In love with an illusion
Stage One of AM5 has been breath-taking. I went from been mildly paranoid about what people think about me as a person, about my actions/reactions, and words; to only caring about what I think of myself.
Beautiful women triggered a combination of emotions that would kill any prehistory animal if exposed to too long. I would feel all my insecurities come into my awareness, balanced with pitiful coping strategies. I would feel lust, fear and worthlessness. And all this was made worse by the fact I was programmed to desire and do anything to posses these “high quality” women.
I now feel "nothing" toward beautiful women, I may still want to devour them sexually but that’s only natural.
I feel as though they are just like me (on the same level) and everyone else on that matter.I am also now aware that all people have the issues, complexes and insecurities. I may have to overcome anxiety to approach a female and she may have to stop herself from panicking for many reasons.
I may not care what people think of me and it has created a whole new world for me, one that I am free to act and be as I wish without fear of criticism, judgement or disapproval from anyone.
But I still have to deal with the negative things I think about myself or the negative echoes from other people's negative statements in the past. Been a dyslexic has self-esteem issues of its own caliber and classification, so next stage of this transformation is Mental Renovation
I notice that my posture is improving and I have this feeling that I need to do what I need to do, no matter how unpleasant the task may be, it needs to get done. The quicker it gets done the better.
Am so excited about Stage 2 of AM5
Report
AM5 Stage 1 - Garbage Disposal
AM5 Programing Time – 266 hours , BYBH – 256 hours Current Journey investment - £940
New Sexual Experiences: Sex- 0 Kisses – 0 Other – 0 Dates - 0
Known negative beliefs reprogramed - 65
Total Hypnosis Sessions – (Live) 0 (recorded) 600 mins Affirmations – 240 mins
Brain training - 0 Brainwave Training – 240 mins Meditation – 60 mins
Study Time – 260 mins
If you can't manage the little you have now, who will trust you with more, if you can't control yourself long can you rule over others for? Its easier for a king to rule a kingdom than himself and who does want an empire? Being unconquerable lies with yourself!
