08-27-2019, 09:01 PM
(This post was last modified: 08-27-2019, 09:03 PM by EvolvingPhoenix.)
I consider it synchronicity that I stumbled upon this video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sX8l5z_F00A
My whole life, I've been re-experiencing the same nightmare with a fresh coat of paint, never realizing I was experiencing every experience from the lens of a traumatic, nightmarish experience I cannot remember, but which permeates all experiences because I have chosen to hold onto it. The way to break free, I've recently learned, is to realize this whole nightmare stems from the illusion that what once happened is still happening. When you let go of that illusion and realize that the past is not happening now, the nightmare ends and one is finally free to dream with lucidity. I've been living my life as a traumatized child, and now I am free to be a man.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sX8l5z_F00A
My whole life, I've been re-experiencing the same nightmare with a fresh coat of paint, never realizing I was experiencing every experience from the lens of a traumatic, nightmarish experience I cannot remember, but which permeates all experiences because I have chosen to hold onto it. The way to break free, I've recently learned, is to realize this whole nightmare stems from the illusion that what once happened is still happening. When you let go of that illusion and realize that the past is not happening now, the nightmare ends and one is finally free to dream with lucidity. I've been living my life as a traumatized child, and now I am free to be a man.