07-31-2023, 08:45 AM
I've been a member since 2018 but just had reservations about journaling before.
I've used X4a 1000 for one cycle or run through so far. Masked ocean track (silent)
First night I did V10 with earbuds just out of habit.
The next 3 nights I played it from my night stand on phone speakers 4 loops. I woke up tired as hell.
At a restaurant I go to about 2 times a week. Been a regular for years. I usually get the same server. She's 20 soon 21. I am soon to be 42.
She's always talkative and can sometimes talk my head off that's before the x4a....
After first night of x4a I went to eat and circled me like a shark. She took care of everyone else but she always came back around to my table even if I told her Im good right now She'd go to another table then right back to mine.
So Im sitting next to the buffet bar and the server squeezed between me and someone standing at the bar but her boobs were in my face.
She's never done that before.
The next time was Saturday July 29, I saw this same server she hovered around me but didn't start conversation like she usually does and I was just eating as I usually would. I could have certainly struck up a convo but just didn't.
She brought the check and I gave her and her twin sister that also works there birthday cards. I know these girls well enough for birthday cards.
So they both were really happy about the cards.
My server said she really loves her card.
That's my experience so far in public.
At my work, I was walking to my line with my paperwork, I work at an automotive plant, and this girl just walked up to me and said Oh, you going this way, I'll just follow you, she was probably new cus I don't remember seeing her before, I got to my line and I asked if she's working this line, and she looked really confused and said oh I need to go over here, so just walked off.
Some of the girls and women do find me attractive but I think x4a might have sniped her without me being aware.
So @Shannon what do you think and what can I do about feeling extremely tired after 4 loops of this?
I've used X4a 1000 for one cycle or run through so far. Masked ocean track (silent)
First night I did V10 with earbuds just out of habit.
The next 3 nights I played it from my night stand on phone speakers 4 loops. I woke up tired as hell.
At a restaurant I go to about 2 times a week. Been a regular for years. I usually get the same server. She's 20 soon 21. I am soon to be 42.
She's always talkative and can sometimes talk my head off that's before the x4a....
After first night of x4a I went to eat and circled me like a shark. She took care of everyone else but she always came back around to my table even if I told her Im good right now She'd go to another table then right back to mine.
So Im sitting next to the buffet bar and the server squeezed between me and someone standing at the bar but her boobs were in my face.
She's never done that before.
The next time was Saturday July 29, I saw this same server she hovered around me but didn't start conversation like she usually does and I was just eating as I usually would. I could have certainly struck up a convo but just didn't.
She brought the check and I gave her and her twin sister that also works there birthday cards. I know these girls well enough for birthday cards.
So they both were really happy about the cards.
My server said she really loves her card.
That's my experience so far in public.
At my work, I was walking to my line with my paperwork, I work at an automotive plant, and this girl just walked up to me and said Oh, you going this way, I'll just follow you, she was probably new cus I don't remember seeing her before, I got to my line and I asked if she's working this line, and she looked really confused and said oh I need to go over here, so just walked off.
Some of the girls and women do find me attractive but I think x4a might have sniped her without me being aware.
So @Shannon what do you think and what can I do about feeling extremely tired after 4 loops of this?