07-26-2019, 01:09 PM
(This post was last modified: 07-26-2019, 01:18 PM by EvolvingPhoenix.)
Day 56:
Been having some issues figuring out a second class to take at USF. At this point, I'm open to the idea of taking just one class. Of course, if we do that, no FAFSA aid. I need at least 2 classes to get the state to pay for it.
But otherwise, I've come to a sort of sense of order figured out to my daily life:
Wake up at around 9 or 10 or so, Eat breakfast, do chores, walk the dog, Go to class, do homework, eat lunch and update my E3 journal before 5PM. Then once 5PM rolls around, do vocal exercises, then sing some songs, then do fingering exercises on the guitar, play riffs and/or songs on the guitar, eat dinner, and either go to the gym or do some drawing. Try to get to sleep by around 11PM. Make time to play with the cats throughout the day, and occaisionally make time for family and friends. Maybe even set up a Tinder account sometime down the line so I can get laid every now and then. Or just go MGTOW for a while, whichever works best for me. I gotta talk to dad about getting an attorney to help me get disability pay, so I can start making money to afford subliminals and creative materials (for example, I can't even afford to buy picks for my guitar. Fortunately, I have a few, but still...) However, I can donate Plasma 5 times at $50 per visit so long as I'm a "new donor" in the system. Once I'm done with the 5 donations, I stop for 6 months so that I'm no longer in their system, and do it over again. This can help me get the money every 6 months for any subliminal that costs$250 or less, and I intend to use each subliminal 6 months at a time. I also gotta get my psychiatrist to prescribe Ritalin for me, to help me focus throughout all of this. Once I reach day 180 of E3, I switch over to UMS and start finding ways to generate income, because as it stands, getting LTU5 is not doable without the necessary money. Or, if I decide money's not as important as my creative pursuits, I might buy MLS instead to speed up my guitar progress, but then my healing would be put on hold and I wouldn't have the money most likely for LTU5. Now if I can find a way to go on disability, they'll give me back pay, and it should be enough to afford LTU5 and even some music equipment, with money coming in every week. Not much, but enough for a guy who lives with his parents.
I've got a dream (Oni Brigade) I've got a plan B to fall back on (college, teaching English, becoming a hypnotherapist) I've got my daily life generally sorted out, I've got the steps mostly figured out, I've got realistic goals, timeframes to achieve them by, flexibility and room for adaptation, etc. etc.
Things are starting to look up, as far as getting my life together is concerned. Now I've just got to get off my lazy ass and get into the habit of DOING the things I have planned out.
One of the biggest issues in my way is probably the stuff being worked on by E3, but I've got E3 to help with that, so I should be good.
Been having some issues figuring out a second class to take at USF. At this point, I'm open to the idea of taking just one class. Of course, if we do that, no FAFSA aid. I need at least 2 classes to get the state to pay for it.
But otherwise, I've come to a sort of sense of order figured out to my daily life:
Wake up at around 9 or 10 or so, Eat breakfast, do chores, walk the dog, Go to class, do homework, eat lunch and update my E3 journal before 5PM. Then once 5PM rolls around, do vocal exercises, then sing some songs, then do fingering exercises on the guitar, play riffs and/or songs on the guitar, eat dinner, and either go to the gym or do some drawing. Try to get to sleep by around 11PM. Make time to play with the cats throughout the day, and occaisionally make time for family and friends. Maybe even set up a Tinder account sometime down the line so I can get laid every now and then. Or just go MGTOW for a while, whichever works best for me. I gotta talk to dad about getting an attorney to help me get disability pay, so I can start making money to afford subliminals and creative materials (for example, I can't even afford to buy picks for my guitar. Fortunately, I have a few, but still...) However, I can donate Plasma 5 times at $50 per visit so long as I'm a "new donor" in the system. Once I'm done with the 5 donations, I stop for 6 months so that I'm no longer in their system, and do it over again. This can help me get the money every 6 months for any subliminal that costs$250 or less, and I intend to use each subliminal 6 months at a time. I also gotta get my psychiatrist to prescribe Ritalin for me, to help me focus throughout all of this. Once I reach day 180 of E3, I switch over to UMS and start finding ways to generate income, because as it stands, getting LTU5 is not doable without the necessary money. Or, if I decide money's not as important as my creative pursuits, I might buy MLS instead to speed up my guitar progress, but then my healing would be put on hold and I wouldn't have the money most likely for LTU5. Now if I can find a way to go on disability, they'll give me back pay, and it should be enough to afford LTU5 and even some music equipment, with money coming in every week. Not much, but enough for a guy who lives with his parents.
I've got a dream (Oni Brigade) I've got a plan B to fall back on (college, teaching English, becoming a hypnotherapist) I've got my daily life generally sorted out, I've got the steps mostly figured out, I've got realistic goals, timeframes to achieve them by, flexibility and room for adaptation, etc. etc.
Things are starting to look up, as far as getting my life together is concerned. Now I've just got to get off my lazy ass and get into the habit of DOING the things I have planned out.
One of the biggest issues in my way is probably the stuff being worked on by E3, but I've got E3 to help with that, so I should be good.