07-16-2019, 02:08 PM
(This post was last modified: 07-16-2019, 02:40 PM by EvolvingPhoenix.)
Playing guitar. Fear arising again. Dunno why. Just playing the same riff while watching YT vids (trying to do it without looking) Might smoke some weed to calm myself down.
EDIT: I now realize I have an issue with not wanting to directly participate in life. A fear. I've got to accept and process this fear and let go of it. Or at least keep going forward in spite of it.
EDIT: I now realize I have an issue with not wanting to directly participate in life. A fear. I've got to accept and process this fear and let go of it. Or at least keep going forward in spite of it.