06-08-2019, 06:28 PM
(06-08-2019, 06:00 PM)Benjamin Wrote: Good to hear you're starting to get results.
The realization that you want friends that value you and that you deserve that is distinct difference from what you've been posting up until now, even if you don't realize that shift yourself.
I went through alot of that with AM6 and the friendship group I had then, I started to disconnect from them and stopped seeing them alltogether. It was pretty challenging for me, but after it I really realized how bad they were for me. Especially the 'Alpha' of the group, I still look at it sometimes and realize other things about how he didn't have my best interests at heart.
Yeah, I look at 2 months ago, and I was suicidal, now I'm like this. Quite the difference. Yeah, the alpha of my group of friends was always an asshole for many years too, but in the end he got better and we resolved our differences. Although I don't feel like he gets me, I can say he DOES value my friendship more than she did. And that's one big difference I should note. Anyway, imagine how much success I'll have when I use LTU5! I intend to be on that for 2 years too, so I'm sure it'll be quite the clearing! By the time I start using Alpha Male and other subs, I'm going to be in such a better place, I think those subs will actually work well on me! And when I use an AYP sub, I'll definitely not be worrying about my neediness ruining it. So things are really looking up!