06-03-2019, 05:17 PM
(This post was last modified: 06-03-2019, 05:18 PM by EvolvingPhoenix.)
I'm starting to get more comfortable with the idea of just letting go of the friendship breakup and moving on. But now I think of what kind of self I want to present to the rest of the world, rather than the pathetic mess of a person I've been online and hiding from the outside world. Like what kind of persona do I want to have, rather than the one I've been having. I suppose as long as I live like a man who is comfortable with himself, I'm good. Though I feel like I want to be a profoundly different/better version of myself. A version of myself that's much better than what I've been like lately. I realize I've got quite the way to go however, because I'm not living like I feel I ought to be living. I'm just lazily sitting on my ass doing nothing each day. I feel strange doing anything productive, but I'm gonna need to get used to going out of my comfort zone if I want to be my highest self.