06-09-2019, 10:10 PM
I'm thinking... It's easy to love somebody at their best. It's if you can love them at their LOWEST that truly counts. That doesn't mean putting up with their shit, but treating them with love. That's what I want for a partner. Already, I'm no longer at my lowest, but I no longer want to do 2 years of LTU5 followed by AM6, WM, SM and DMSI before using an AYP sub. I think I'm good enough as I am, and I want a woman who loves me as I am , flaws and all. THEN, I'll work on becoming more attractive. Or at least, that's what I'm thinking of doing... after I've done a certain amount of healing. Then again, I dunno if the AYP sub will work for me. It seems AYP subs haven't been working for a lot of people.