02-11-2016, 03:18 AM
Day 3
Yes, day 3 again.. yesterday was a mess.
Shannon, in case you happen to see this, how is the motivation module expected to work, practically? Motivates to do things that are currently blocked/inhibited by G, S or F? Should it work similar to overcoming procrastination with job applications, for example? Would it push me to have sex? Say what I'm thinking?
I've been thinking about shame; what it is and where I encounter it. I've been jotting stuff down on my phone along the day:
*Leads to objectification of women (sexual shame and shame of not being good enough to get sex, affection, attention --> distance from, and objectify the situation to deny shame and fight fear)
*Shame of not being good enough, or "gifted" in something
*Shame of not having already overcome obstacles or fears, or procrastination
*Shame of not being successful, of being unemployed or not having a good-enough lifestyle, not having a gf or multiple women, etc
*Shame of being stressed, tired, asocial, shy
*Shame and guilt for not being into Disney monogamy, "using women", bothering them when being all slimy and trying to "pick them up", and just being a man in general
*Shame and guilt for not especially liking children and marriage
*Shame and guilt for putting your needs first
*of not being in a good mood, happy mood, or sexy mood
*of your body, posture, gait, loudness and pitch of voice, singing voice
*of not having anything to say, of not being expressive
*of being good enough in some area of your work
*of feeling like you're not contributing enough
*of feeling you're not doing enough
*of working on yourself (self-help, subliminals, etc) when others would make weird/disgusted/defensive faces if you told them
*Shame of being happy and smiling in public when others look miserable
*Shame of having seen the new star wars film
Yes, day 3 again.. yesterday was a mess.
Shannon, in case you happen to see this, how is the motivation module expected to work, practically? Motivates to do things that are currently blocked/inhibited by G, S or F? Should it work similar to overcoming procrastination with job applications, for example? Would it push me to have sex? Say what I'm thinking?
I've been thinking about shame; what it is and where I encounter it. I've been jotting stuff down on my phone along the day:
*Leads to objectification of women (sexual shame and shame of not being good enough to get sex, affection, attention --> distance from, and objectify the situation to deny shame and fight fear)
*Shame of not being good enough, or "gifted" in something
*Shame of not having already overcome obstacles or fears, or procrastination
*Shame of not being successful, of being unemployed or not having a good-enough lifestyle, not having a gf or multiple women, etc
*Shame of being stressed, tired, asocial, shy
*Shame and guilt for not being into Disney monogamy, "using women", bothering them when being all slimy and trying to "pick them up", and just being a man in general
*Shame and guilt for not especially liking children and marriage
*Shame and guilt for putting your needs first
*of not being in a good mood, happy mood, or sexy mood
*of your body, posture, gait, loudness and pitch of voice, singing voice
*of not having anything to say, of not being expressive
*of being good enough in some area of your work
*of feeling like you're not contributing enough
*of feeling you're not doing enough
*of working on yourself (self-help, subliminals, etc) when others would make weird/disgusted/defensive faces if you told them
*Shame of being happy and smiling in public when others look miserable
*Shame of having seen the new star wars film
Thoughts, opinions and beliefs subject to change without prior notice.
