02-08-2016, 11:48 PM
(02-08-2016, 10:08 AM)Shannon Wrote:Quote:I have been feeling good. Light. Not nearly as powerful as on ASC, but loving, yes. There's an interesting story there, but it gets too personal on her part so I'll refrain from writing it.. but the short of it is that there was some potential for drama with the MLTR and my reaction basically was to lay back on the sofa, close my eyes and just start smiling to myself, completely blissed out When she's pissed off about something her frame is pretty much solid, ice-cold steel, but all I could do was smile and then laugh at myself for smiling for no reason like that. In the end it broke through her state as well and we had incredible sex afterwards. I did spend the weekend with a FB back from the past, but holy **** there's so much more life to "my girl" that there's no comparison. Love being reminded of the good things like that.
This is a very important point. You two obviously had a cycle and pattern of behavior going on, which had expectation feeding expectation, and was negative. When the trigger for it (guilt, shame and/or fear) was broken on your part, you displayed transcendency and freedom, probably with love instead, and that de-railed her into the same positive direction, with a positive result.
And that is a big part of why I put love in it. I think I'm going to make a sub to become a shining beacon of pure, unconditional, non-specific love. Can you imagine if the people now killing each other in the middle east were to use a program like OGSF 5G or Become Pure Love?
I'll buy that Pure Love subs. It's like gratitude in the insane level.
.:: F. R. E. A. K ::.