Aventus's prelude to greatness (OGSF)

[alden]

-I wasn't feeling it in the gym before they arrived and when they did It gave me energy so at the very least I can appropriate that.

I like the way you monitor your emotions. You're much doing the same thing that I do. I'm also very aware of my own NEEDINESS. When I feel sad, I take that as neediness. When I am jealous, that is neediness. When I'm procrastinating, that is neediness. When I'm about to fap, that is neediness. I see my emotions and actions as lamp signals that tell me about the thoughts that's running in my head. Reviewing my emotions log, I noticed that there's a lot of negativity there, which means I'm very much predisposed to be needy. I also hope this situation changes soon.