01-25-2016, 09:46 AM
Inner conflicts:
-The thought of Interracial couples, specifically white male asian female, used to make me jealous and angry. I don't quite know why. Maybe because of my own lack of self esteem and confidence. I noticed this thought is changing for the better. I see it as now her preference and I should improve my own life to attract other people.
Outward results.
-I have been killing it in the gym. I haven't worked out in a couple of months so I used lower weight and build it up again. I hit the optional rep goals and 3 Joker Sets (Wendler 5/3/1). I don't know if the sub is reducing the fear to go ham in the weights but I'm liking it so far.
-I still look down slightly when I see attractive women and other dudes but my posture seems to be improving.
-It seems to be easier for me to have small talk with people.
-I am starting to feel the urge to improve my looks, hence the lifting and currently making use of my cologne collection.
-The thought of Interracial couples, specifically white male asian female, used to make me jealous and angry. I don't quite know why. Maybe because of my own lack of self esteem and confidence. I noticed this thought is changing for the better. I see it as now her preference and I should improve my own life to attract other people.
Outward results.
-I have been killing it in the gym. I haven't worked out in a couple of months so I used lower weight and build it up again. I hit the optional rep goals and 3 Joker Sets (Wendler 5/3/1). I don't know if the sub is reducing the fear to go ham in the weights but I'm liking it so far.
-I still look down slightly when I see attractive women and other dudes but my posture seems to be improving.
-It seems to be easier for me to have small talk with people.
-I am starting to feel the urge to improve my looks, hence the lifting and currently making use of my cologne collection.
Phase 1: The Foundation
AM6(2020)
LTU v6(2020-2021)
OF v3(2021)
Phase 2
AM6 Refresher + SM3(2021)
AM6(2020)
LTU v6(2020-2021)
OF v3(2021)
Phase 2
AM6 Refresher + SM3(2021)
