Ok so I gave up on AM6, yes I know I'm a horrible person and unbalanced and all that but I'm just way too impatient to do a 6 month sub again. At least not at this point in time.
I went back to running BIATBWS, I'm still on the first week and the trickling stream track is melting my brain. I had listened to the ultrasonic only for about 3 days and I felt ok. Then last night I decided to let the masked track play while I did some homework and watched some youtube vids. By the time i finished my homework my brain was throbbing. I could feel the exhaustion and blood pumping through my head. Even now as I type this I'm experiencing the throbbing in my head which is strange because I used to listen to the masked track through headphones and didn't experience this. I only feel this when I listen through a certain speaker. Even my laptop speakers don't bring me down like this.
Since this discovery I try to do all my listening through this speaker with the masked track.
As for results regarding the sub. I was already feeling really confident and cocky from running AM6. But now I just feel like a hungry animal when I see an attractive woman. The first day I ran the sub again I started getting messages from a girl who I thought went cold on me and she started asking me personal questions like if i had a girlfriend and she said she would be mad if i said yes. I feel like with a little more work things could go well with her but I dont want another relationship right now.
Another girl ive been flirting with casually has started becoming a little attached to me. She has a boyfriend but wants me to invite her when I do things and she wants to do things together with me.
And lastly my Ex started messaging me. I ignored her,Then she private called me,I ignored her, then she sent messages on Whatsapp, I ignored those, then she sent facebook messages, I ignored those then she sent messages to me from someone elses phone. I don't know what to say to her but I like this feeling of having options.
Theres also girl at work im interested in and I told her we should hang out sometime and she just gave me her number, but I dont have any progress with her yet. Theres one girl at school who Im interested in but I havent really tried to do anything yet, we sit next to each other and were in groups for a major assignment. Maybe ill try to meet her during the christmas break
I went back to running BIATBWS, I'm still on the first week and the trickling stream track is melting my brain. I had listened to the ultrasonic only for about 3 days and I felt ok. Then last night I decided to let the masked track play while I did some homework and watched some youtube vids. By the time i finished my homework my brain was throbbing. I could feel the exhaustion and blood pumping through my head. Even now as I type this I'm experiencing the throbbing in my head which is strange because I used to listen to the masked track through headphones and didn't experience this. I only feel this when I listen through a certain speaker. Even my laptop speakers don't bring me down like this.
Since this discovery I try to do all my listening through this speaker with the masked track.
As for results regarding the sub. I was already feeling really confident and cocky from running AM6. But now I just feel like a hungry animal when I see an attractive woman. The first day I ran the sub again I started getting messages from a girl who I thought went cold on me and she started asking me personal questions like if i had a girlfriend and she said she would be mad if i said yes. I feel like with a little more work things could go well with her but I dont want another relationship right now.
Another girl ive been flirting with casually has started becoming a little attached to me. She has a boyfriend but wants me to invite her when I do things and she wants to do things together with me.
And lastly my Ex started messaging me. I ignored her,Then she private called me,I ignored her, then she sent messages on Whatsapp, I ignored those, then she sent facebook messages, I ignored those then she sent messages to me from someone elses phone. I don't know what to say to her but I like this feeling of having options.
Theres also girl at work im interested in and I told her we should hang out sometime and she just gave me her number, but I dont have any progress with her yet. Theres one girl at school who Im interested in but I havent really tried to do anything yet, we sit next to each other and were in groups for a major assignment. Maybe ill try to meet her during the christmas break
