I've been having some bad dreams of my ex these past 2 nights and I randomly saw her today for the first time in months. We didn't even speak at all but I got upset and my mood went from feeling good to absolutely horrible.
I'm good as long as she isn't around. No mention of her, no acknowledgement of her existence.
I hate how I revert back to a Foolish child whenever she is around. I gave her too much power in our relationship because I thought pleasing her was everything, and eventually she started to resent me for it. Oh well at least she's out of my life.
On another note, I haven't masturbated or watched porn in a while and my sex drive is pretty high right now. Random erections for the slightest things or almost no reason at all.
I'm very playful and teasing with girls at work these days and I feel like a couple of them are attracted to me. I'm trying to work my magic on all of them at the same time.
Wish me luck :p
I'm good as long as she isn't around. No mention of her, no acknowledgement of her existence.
I hate how I revert back to a Foolish child whenever she is around. I gave her too much power in our relationship because I thought pleasing her was everything, and eventually she started to resent me for it. Oh well at least she's out of my life.
On another note, I haven't masturbated or watched porn in a while and my sex drive is pretty high right now. Random erections for the slightest things or almost no reason at all.
I'm very playful and teasing with girls at work these days and I feel like a couple of them are attracted to me. I'm trying to work my magic on all of them at the same time.
Wish me luck :p
