I went through the same thing when I discovered that women's love is fickle and conditional, first through experiences and hammered into truth through blogs and books. And yes, it is hard to accept it right away. I, myself, worshipped women like they are some Goddesses from heavens. Like you, I also envisioned my perfect life with a perfect girl. It is a sad state of affairs how we are brainwashed from childhood through songs (I can't stand half of the songs I listen to just because of it), movies, books! The list goes on.
A state of total unsatisfaction is a positive thing in many ways, it pushes you off to seek new paths, you will discover much more about yourself and the world around you. Keep going, you are surely in for one life-changing ride.
A state of total unsatisfaction is a positive thing in many ways, it pushes you off to seek new paths, you will discover much more about yourself and the world around you. Keep going, you are surely in for one life-changing ride.
