Update: it's probably close to day 90 now, I regret not marking down the start date.
As for progress with the sub I'm still cocky and playful with girls. Aside from that I haven't noticed too much. No obvious sexual interest. Unless women's definition of obvious differs from my own.
But I did start talking to this new girl at work who I feel is attractive and I have a feeling she's attracted to me too. So despite my previous apprehension about coworkers I'll still give it a shot.
A more definite change in myself that I noticed since my last update is that I really don't care for my ex anymore. I'm so annoyed and tired of her bullshit. I don't want her in my life in any way anymore.
Another thing I'm noticing is that I'm very annoyed by the sub playing. Whenever I hear it I get the urge to turn it off. Also I have a playlist that plays ultrasonic and masked one after the other all night. When I listen to that I experience weird dreams, more than with just one of them playing.
As for progress with the sub I'm still cocky and playful with girls. Aside from that I haven't noticed too much. No obvious sexual interest. Unless women's definition of obvious differs from my own.
But I did start talking to this new girl at work who I feel is attractive and I have a feeling she's attracted to me too. So despite my previous apprehension about coworkers I'll still give it a shot.
A more definite change in myself that I noticed since my last update is that I really don't care for my ex anymore. I'm so annoyed and tired of her bullshit. I don't want her in my life in any way anymore.
Another thing I'm noticing is that I'm very annoyed by the sub playing. Whenever I hear it I get the urge to turn it off. Also I have a playlist that plays ultrasonic and masked one after the other all night. When I listen to that I experience weird dreams, more than with just one of them playing.
