02-09-2015, 06:30 AM
Your subconscious is fighting the programming, that's why the negativity is there. "No, that's not true, I'm not an Alpha, I'm blah blah blah", due to the seniority anti-Alpha thinking has in your brain. That takes a lot of energy out of you. Don't worry keep the hours up, listen as much as you POSSIBLY can, and you'll defeat it and move forward. I listen to AM6 about 550 hours per stage, more than almost everyone here, resistance has been very rare. I only experienced one incident that may have been like this at the start of stage 4. Everyone is different and coming from different places in life, some have a harder time than others. Just know that it's normal to experience this while rewiring your subconscious programming, keep the hours up, and plow through and we'll be there for you man!
