01-06-2015, 04:35 PM
Alright, no insomnia! If anything, my body couldn't wait to crash, and did so in record time.
I could proclaim that some baby steps were made at work. My afternoon had more structure to it, as I reminded myself and implemented my productivity habits.
I did catch myself, however, in a moment of painful awareness about low self-confidence. I work at a small creative agency that builds custom digital products, and the landscape of a work day can change in an instant, with challenging, unforeseen requests mucking up your best laid plans. A few of those came in today, and I could just feel the stress pulse from my heart to my lower back and legs, where I have had massive flexibility issues. Though people commend me for my calm demeanour, I have, in Eckhart Tolle's words a subtle but discern able pain body that still dampens the quality of my life. Today it became even more discernible. Is that a good sign?
George
I could proclaim that some baby steps were made at work. My afternoon had more structure to it, as I reminded myself and implemented my productivity habits.
I did catch myself, however, in a moment of painful awareness about low self-confidence. I work at a small creative agency that builds custom digital products, and the landscape of a work day can change in an instant, with challenging, unforeseen requests mucking up your best laid plans. A few of those came in today, and I could just feel the stress pulse from my heart to my lower back and legs, where I have had massive flexibility issues. Though people commend me for my calm demeanour, I have, in Eckhart Tolle's words a subtle but discern able pain body that still dampens the quality of my life. Today it became even more discernible. Is that a good sign?
George
