09-23-2023, 07:36 AM
Day 204,
I had a dream where I challenged somebody very competent in my gym to a boxing match at an exhibition; because they put their hands on a female friend of mine (physical or sexual, I don't remember). This female friend exists in my dream only, and the opponent is a 50:50 mix of someone who competes in my gym, and the rest is fictional, as I assume that the real person wouldn't do that.
The theme of the dream was that I was meaningfully challenging a system that I existed within, with all of the personal exposure involved. Everyone there knew what I was doing, the person I challenged knew what I was doing and why; I knew that I was outclassed and probably wouldn't win the game, but that I could settle a score. I was vulnerable but still moving forward in the service of something important to me.
I woke up at around 4:00 AM, overheated and wired. I opened my window a little further to cool down the room and get more air; I settled down and went back to sleep, eventually oversleeping by two hours (it's a Saturday)
I had a dream where I challenged somebody very competent in my gym to a boxing match at an exhibition; because they put their hands on a female friend of mine (physical or sexual, I don't remember). This female friend exists in my dream only, and the opponent is a 50:50 mix of someone who competes in my gym, and the rest is fictional, as I assume that the real person wouldn't do that.
The theme of the dream was that I was meaningfully challenging a system that I existed within, with all of the personal exposure involved. Everyone there knew what I was doing, the person I challenged knew what I was doing and why; I knew that I was outclassed and probably wouldn't win the game, but that I could settle a score. I was vulnerable but still moving forward in the service of something important to me.
I woke up at around 4:00 AM, overheated and wired. I opened my window a little further to cool down the room and get more air; I settled down and went back to sleep, eventually oversleeping by two hours (it's a Saturday)
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