06-15-2023, 06:03 AM
Day 106,
I'm normally positive and unflappable. The amount of negative thoughts that I have are minimal, especially those directed to myself. I normally do affirmations, etc.
This morning, I experienced the opposite of affirmations. Negations? A set of negative statements about myself.
Like, why the fuck am I doing all this work, and the absolute least is shifting in my outer world?
It's as though I have an inescapable affliction that refuses to move me to the things I want, or to make the things I want, want me.
I'm normally positive and unflappable. The amount of negative thoughts that I have are minimal, especially those directed to myself. I normally do affirmations, etc.
This morning, I experienced the opposite of affirmations. Negations? A set of negative statements about myself.
Like, why the fuck am I doing all this work, and the absolute least is shifting in my outer world?
It's as though I have an inescapable affliction that refuses to move me to the things I want, or to make the things I want, want me.
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