04-23-2023, 08:56 PM
Everything seems to be pointing toward the fact I did not pass the translation test. I do feel like a loser - it was a good opportunity. But these tests are always a little bit of a lottery: I pass some, fail some; unfortunately lately I've been passing translation tests that do not bring about much work or money after. Oh well. Back to the drawing board!
Found a notice today that there's another one of these programs that help people with disabilities find work, so I applied to it. Mayhap they'll be more effective than my current one, as apart from fixing up my CV and coaching they've not been of much help to date. There's also one museum guard job lead I have that's interesting - since I'm spending most of my days walking around in circles, I might as well be paid to do so, haha. But I'm still waffling on it, thinking that maybe other opportunities will show up eventually.
Had a little party on Saturday, had two women I find attractive there, one of whom was a DMSI responder back when I was running that. Managed to get short conversations going with both, but not much else. I miss DMSI. I'm still a little bit withdrawn, people noticed. On that front, I've decided to try pheromones since I'm not running it - but I messed up and purchased a medicore product (that'll show me to not check reviews first!). But I'll try a different one with better reviews as I miss company and it won't hurt to try.
Singing's been going a little bit better, I'm getting back on track with technique. Still experiencing some frustration after I practice, though.
Found a notice today that there's another one of these programs that help people with disabilities find work, so I applied to it. Mayhap they'll be more effective than my current one, as apart from fixing up my CV and coaching they've not been of much help to date. There's also one museum guard job lead I have that's interesting - since I'm spending most of my days walking around in circles, I might as well be paid to do so, haha. But I'm still waffling on it, thinking that maybe other opportunities will show up eventually.
Had a little party on Saturday, had two women I find attractive there, one of whom was a DMSI responder back when I was running that. Managed to get short conversations going with both, but not much else. I miss DMSI. I'm still a little bit withdrawn, people noticed. On that front, I've decided to try pheromones since I'm not running it - but I messed up and purchased a medicore product (that'll show me to not check reviews first!). But I'll try a different one with better reviews as I miss company and it won't hurt to try.
Singing's been going a little bit better, I'm getting back on track with technique. Still experiencing some frustration after I practice, though.
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley
