04-13-2023, 09:27 AM
I've been putting some effort towards finding work/translation gigs and I'm getting very little return on the time investment. Got one response today, hopefully my rates are not too high for this customer. I'm wondering what could help with that - maybe UMS, maybe USLMax?
Been having dreams recently, pretty pleasant ones, some sex-related, they're like a continuum. I've been, as they say, no-fapping for almost a year now and I don't see too much of a difference in my libido (which is low) or other things as of yet. Don't even feel the urge to masturbate. I'm interesting to see what would happen if I no-fapped while running f. in. DMSI.
Still experiencing fear-based blockages when it comes to certain things, f. in. looking for work as a singer. I'm considering increasing the number of loops to 6 as I have had the urge to do so for a couple of days now, so I'll do it next cycle (come Monday). Still can't get over the fact I've messed up my singing career due to psychosis-induced paranoia, oh well. Not something I could control, took me unawares as these things do.
Been having dreams recently, pretty pleasant ones, some sex-related, they're like a continuum. I've been, as they say, no-fapping for almost a year now and I don't see too much of a difference in my libido (which is low) or other things as of yet. Don't even feel the urge to masturbate. I'm interesting to see what would happen if I no-fapped while running f. in. DMSI.
Still experiencing fear-based blockages when it comes to certain things, f. in. looking for work as a singer. I'm considering increasing the number of loops to 6 as I have had the urge to do so for a couple of days now, so I'll do it next cycle (come Monday). Still can't get over the fact I've messed up my singing career due to psychosis-induced paranoia, oh well. Not something I could control, took me unawares as these things do.
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley
