03-18-2023, 05:22 PM
Currently on break days. Feeling a little bit better, had a spree of "I'm a loser" thoughts recently but these seem to be lessened when I'm on my off days. Dreams continuing unabated, some interesting developments in them. Still waiting on news from that choir job but keeping tabs on other job opportunities as well, saw a couple interesting ones recently and will apply to them if this choir thing does not bring fruit within the month.
Did not get to join that band I was auditioning for because they decided I'm a little bit too operatic for their tastes, but I'm still on the lookout in this regard as well. Returned to singing practice yesterday - I should maintain better consistency in it because every time it feels like I have to start from the beginning. Though it is hard to find motivation sometimes, seeing as my singing career is currently on hold with few prospects in sight.
Psychotheraphy is going pretty well, though. I picked the right person for the job apparently. Very insightful and helpful (hence I have less of a need to journal here in detail).
Going to be doing 5 loops, 4 days on, 3 days off henceforth. Planning to stick it through the full 4 months, maybe do one more run afterward (but after a break to try another program - which will it be is still up in the air; I'm mostly tempted to return to DMSI because I'm lonely and it got female attention, but UMSv2 is also an option and I'd like to make more money as well).
Did not get to join that band I was auditioning for because they decided I'm a little bit too operatic for their tastes, but I'm still on the lookout in this regard as well. Returned to singing practice yesterday - I should maintain better consistency in it because every time it feels like I have to start from the beginning. Though it is hard to find motivation sometimes, seeing as my singing career is currently on hold with few prospects in sight.
Psychotheraphy is going pretty well, though. I picked the right person for the job apparently. Very insightful and helpful (hence I have less of a need to journal here in detail).
Going to be doing 5 loops, 4 days on, 3 days off henceforth. Planning to stick it through the full 4 months, maybe do one more run afterward (but after a break to try another program - which will it be is still up in the air; I'm mostly tempted to return to DMSI because I'm lonely and it got female attention, but UMSv2 is also an option and I'd like to make more money as well).
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley
