Shannon's Journal, Volume 3

[Shannon]

I forgot to mention, I am watching as UMS v2 Stage 4 literally drags my resistant parts to the goal, in spite of them doing everything they have left to stop, slow down and or thwart the process. It really isn't fun or pleasant, as a result of this massive effort to stop the progress; but the progress is happening regardless, and I know it's just a matter of time. Sometimes I have to fall back on pure will power and stubborn refusal to change course or goals because emotionally I have little to no motivation left as a result of what my resistant parts are trying desperately to do to stop progress towards this goal. But this program has the right set of instructions to result in the cooperative parts of me succeeding regardless. That really impresses me, both because I have never seen my inner child try so hard and so long to defeat an effort I made with a subliminal, and because I have never seen a subliminal take that child who is doing to equivalent cooperation-wise of lying on the floor kicking and screaming, and just drag him forward regardless. This is huge.