Started UMS v2 Stage 4 last night. Today I feel like I am in strange in between of two different major realities, but not really solidly in either of them. GF feels it too, and has been commenting for the last few days that it feels like we are in the Twilight Zone. I can tell this stage is trying to force a major shift onto a much better probability line and into a very different reality that results in the goals of the program, but the fact that it feels like the Twilight Zone tells me that there is either some part of me fighting this with all it's got, or the shift is not finished yet. I can't tell which one it is so far. It is also an odd cross between exhaustion and a feeling of being kept awake regardless.
Had some really cool dreams last night, but I only remember the last part. I was sailing on a sailboat under motor power on a lake in the secluded mountains of some place in the woods during Autumn, and the leaves on the trees were all fall colors, mostly gold. (Hmmm.) This was almost silent, and I was sailing with three or four others who were along with me, who I do not know in real life. One of them pointed out a couple of lights in the distance that should have been both green, but one was blue instead. As we came around the bend in the lake, we saw another sailboat with a very elaborate mast that has the logo of my bank before it was bought by the current company who owns it, which was moored alongside the edge of the lake, and in the distance where the lake ended there was a building that was a branch of the bank I currently bank with, but it was the company that owned it before the current one.
There were some wealthy young men on the ground at the bank, dressed wealthy preppy style, and they made snide comments about us not fitting in or belonging there as we moored and disembarked. I could tell they were annoyed that we "lesser people" dared to be there, but they couldn't really do anything about it but express disdain and derision, which we handily, effortlessly, willfully and completely ignored with a "sucks to be you, deal with it" attitude.
Then one of the guys from my boat commented on the blue light that should have been green, and one of the preppies turned to another of them and said, "See? I told you they would notice that."
Then we were looking for a place to throw the anchor, which was this tiny treble hook shaped 5 pound thing that would normally be used on a dinghy, not a full sized sailboat, and I casually threw it down some stairs off to my left that led into the dark just as three ninjas wearing black garb showed ho at the bottom of the stairs.
At this point, we took off and got to higher ground on the cliff above the bank (which was hiding all of this from the road above) and I was going to look down over the edge but I was afraid of falling over the edge so I carefully laid down and had most of my body behind me on the cliff with only my eyes over the edge.
The ninjas had come up the stairs and were now wearing dark gray uniforms closer to karate gi type clothes than ninja outfits, and they had tai chi swords drawn and at the ready. They were basically accosting the people down at the bank looking for us, but they never saw us. I remember preparing for a fight if they should, but at no time did I ever feel even the faintest hint of fear concerning all of this.
Unfortunately, at that point, GF decided she was hungry and woke me up.
The symbolism in what I remember of this dream is fascinating. Definitely on the right path, and definitely have some adversarial aspects of myself to get through first. In the dream, not only was there no fear, but there was no thought of defeat, either. We hid to know what we were up against before they did, and it was pure strategy. As we prepared for the fight that was about to ensue, none of us had weapons, but there was neither fear nor hesitation concerning fighting these tai chi/ninja guys, and never did any of us even have the idea of defeat cross our minds.
The game is definitely afoot.
Had some really cool dreams last night, but I only remember the last part. I was sailing on a sailboat under motor power on a lake in the secluded mountains of some place in the woods during Autumn, and the leaves on the trees were all fall colors, mostly gold. (Hmmm.) This was almost silent, and I was sailing with three or four others who were along with me, who I do not know in real life. One of them pointed out a couple of lights in the distance that should have been both green, but one was blue instead. As we came around the bend in the lake, we saw another sailboat with a very elaborate mast that has the logo of my bank before it was bought by the current company who owns it, which was moored alongside the edge of the lake, and in the distance where the lake ended there was a building that was a branch of the bank I currently bank with, but it was the company that owned it before the current one.
There were some wealthy young men on the ground at the bank, dressed wealthy preppy style, and they made snide comments about us not fitting in or belonging there as we moored and disembarked. I could tell they were annoyed that we "lesser people" dared to be there, but they couldn't really do anything about it but express disdain and derision, which we handily, effortlessly, willfully and completely ignored with a "sucks to be you, deal with it" attitude.
Then one of the guys from my boat commented on the blue light that should have been green, and one of the preppies turned to another of them and said, "See? I told you they would notice that."
Then we were looking for a place to throw the anchor, which was this tiny treble hook shaped 5 pound thing that would normally be used on a dinghy, not a full sized sailboat, and I casually threw it down some stairs off to my left that led into the dark just as three ninjas wearing black garb showed ho at the bottom of the stairs.
At this point, we took off and got to higher ground on the cliff above the bank (which was hiding all of this from the road above) and I was going to look down over the edge but I was afraid of falling over the edge so I carefully laid down and had most of my body behind me on the cliff with only my eyes over the edge.
The ninjas had come up the stairs and were now wearing dark gray uniforms closer to karate gi type clothes than ninja outfits, and they had tai chi swords drawn and at the ready. They were basically accosting the people down at the bank looking for us, but they never saw us. I remember preparing for a fight if they should, but at no time did I ever feel even the faintest hint of fear concerning all of this.
Unfortunately, at that point, GF decided she was hungry and woke me up.
The symbolism in what I remember of this dream is fascinating. Definitely on the right path, and definitely have some adversarial aspects of myself to get through first. In the dream, not only was there no fear, but there was no thought of defeat, either. We hid to know what we were up against before they did, and it was pure strategy. As we prepared for the fight that was about to ensue, none of us had weapons, but there was neither fear nor hesitation concerning fighting these tai chi/ninja guys, and never did any of us even have the idea of defeat cross our minds.
The game is definitely afoot.
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The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!
The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!
