It did not take long at all for GF to decide she does not like Stage 3 of UMSv2 this month. She started complaining about it within the first ASRB2 cycle. Stage 2 was the best and happiest she's ever been she told me. Stage 3? She hates it. That's because it's hitting the root of her fears of both success and poverty all at once. She's had a couple days when she really got negative. The first day was exhausting for me because I got sucked into her negativity, and whenever I do it causes us to spiral out of control. I eventually realized that and played DRS until I calmed down.
The other day was today. In response to her losing it the other day I gave her a couple days to cool off, and then to get us back on track, upped the volume a couple clicks and looped it all night. We got to bed at 2 am (resistance tactic) and got up at 8 AM (not happy to have been force fed all that UMSv2s3 goodness, I guess). She stared off happy and motivated and quickly descended into ranting, raving and cursing at an eBay employee when they were not doing what she thought was the right choice. (Let's face it, it's just stupid of eBay to allow a seller to refuse returns and refunds and then force them to give returns and refunds anyway whenever the customer wants one.) This time, because I had had enough exposure to UMS, I had the DRS built in firing, and I remained calm and collected while I sat nearby and listened to her rant about it. Eventually she finished her rant and calmed down and I explained a few points to her, and then she was back to work.
She's been testy all day to put it mildly, but that's because her inner child is being dragged along for the ride while the rest of her executes the program. It astonishes me that these programs have gotten that powerful. When we met and started dating (four years ago this month!), she would effortlessly ignore my subliminals, and they would have no effect on her. Now, given the right volume and number of loops, they will drag her resistant parts kicking and screaming to the goal.
But that's not what I want. I want her resistant parts (all of our resistant parts) to become cooperative parts, so they don't have to be dragged kicking and screaming to the goal. And observing her through this UMS run has shown me some important things which have been pondered and resulted in some important insights as to how better to communicate to the extremely uncooperative parts of oneself to get them on board instead of just overriding their influence. I'm going to attempt to add that into 5.8G, but it may take too long to develop, since 5.8G is coming most likely in the next release.
I have been impressed with how UMSv2S3 is affecting me also. It's making my inner child resist also, although my case is typically one of sabotage by distraction. Recognizing that makes it easier to deal with, but that part of me is very good also at making my conscious self forget what I would do while it is distracting me. Not so much after a megadose, though. Today I have been working hard on finishing an experimental that I am using to help me develop 5.8G, and it has to be finished in very short order because I don't have much time before I have to start on DMSI. Unfortunately, DMSI needs too much skeleton script upgrades for me to develop this 5.8G module in the script while I work on it, so it must be developed in a 5.75.7G script that is upgraded in the build process. Then I can upgrade DMSI to 5.75.7G and then from that to 5.8G. It is not going to be a simple process.
The experimental should be finished being developed in a day or so. Some of what's being developed has me really looking forward to seeing how this plays out in real world usage. Can't wait to see it in action. It's exciting to see some of these modules that have such interesting potential come to life finally after months and sometimes years of simply being contemplated, developed and optimized in a background process in my head.
Exciting times we are in right now, and the excitement does not appear to be going away anytime soon. I have several interesting things up my sleeve that will be developed into actual script and released in the not too distant future.
As for UMSv2 - holy cow I am in awe of how powerful this thing is. Stage 3 is quite the kick in the ass. I'm expecting stage 4 to be a wallop and a half on top of that. But I finally have the power I need to drag me to my goals through any and all subconscious resistance, and that has only taken me working on the tech since 1992 to be able to say.
We are about to fly.
The other day was today. In response to her losing it the other day I gave her a couple days to cool off, and then to get us back on track, upped the volume a couple clicks and looped it all night. We got to bed at 2 am (resistance tactic) and got up at 8 AM (not happy to have been force fed all that UMSv2s3 goodness, I guess). She stared off happy and motivated and quickly descended into ranting, raving and cursing at an eBay employee when they were not doing what she thought was the right choice. (Let's face it, it's just stupid of eBay to allow a seller to refuse returns and refunds and then force them to give returns and refunds anyway whenever the customer wants one.) This time, because I had had enough exposure to UMS, I had the DRS built in firing, and I remained calm and collected while I sat nearby and listened to her rant about it. Eventually she finished her rant and calmed down and I explained a few points to her, and then she was back to work.
She's been testy all day to put it mildly, but that's because her inner child is being dragged along for the ride while the rest of her executes the program. It astonishes me that these programs have gotten that powerful. When we met and started dating (four years ago this month!), she would effortlessly ignore my subliminals, and they would have no effect on her. Now, given the right volume and number of loops, they will drag her resistant parts kicking and screaming to the goal.
But that's not what I want. I want her resistant parts (all of our resistant parts) to become cooperative parts, so they don't have to be dragged kicking and screaming to the goal. And observing her through this UMS run has shown me some important things which have been pondered and resulted in some important insights as to how better to communicate to the extremely uncooperative parts of oneself to get them on board instead of just overriding their influence. I'm going to attempt to add that into 5.8G, but it may take too long to develop, since 5.8G is coming most likely in the next release.
I have been impressed with how UMSv2S3 is affecting me also. It's making my inner child resist also, although my case is typically one of sabotage by distraction. Recognizing that makes it easier to deal with, but that part of me is very good also at making my conscious self forget what I would do while it is distracting me. Not so much after a megadose, though. Today I have been working hard on finishing an experimental that I am using to help me develop 5.8G, and it has to be finished in very short order because I don't have much time before I have to start on DMSI. Unfortunately, DMSI needs too much skeleton script upgrades for me to develop this 5.8G module in the script while I work on it, so it must be developed in a 5.75.7G script that is upgraded in the build process. Then I can upgrade DMSI to 5.75.7G and then from that to 5.8G. It is not going to be a simple process.
The experimental should be finished being developed in a day or so. Some of what's being developed has me really looking forward to seeing how this plays out in real world usage. Can't wait to see it in action. It's exciting to see some of these modules that have such interesting potential come to life finally after months and sometimes years of simply being contemplated, developed and optimized in a background process in my head.
Exciting times we are in right now, and the excitement does not appear to be going away anytime soon. I have several interesting things up my sleeve that will be developed into actual script and released in the not too distant future.
As for UMSv2 - holy cow I am in awe of how powerful this thing is. Stage 3 is quite the kick in the ass. I'm expecting stage 4 to be a wallop and a half on top of that. But I finally have the power I need to drag me to my goals through any and all subconscious resistance, and that has only taken me working on the tech since 1992 to be able to say.
We are about to fly.
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The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!
The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!
