04-18-2021, 09:06 AM
Stage 7 Day 65 (2)
Oh boy, I haven't posted in a loooong time. Two months. I hope nobody was worried that I might be dead.
These last 2 months were harsh and, quite frankly, I'm afraid it will only get worse. And it's not sub's fault. Well, maybe if it tries to do too many things and I get some kind of resistance. But it truth my mistake if that I'm trying chase too many geese at the same time. I'm stretched and exhausted yet I feel like I'm procrastinating. All my plans end in the gutter, I have to face more and more work with less and less time.
There are two things, two hopes that keep me alive for short-term. And I'm more anxious than I ever was than none of them will pan out. And, at this point, none of them are within my power anymore - die had been cast, all I can do now is play what the face will deal me and I think that a bad result will crush me.
Oh boy, I haven't posted in a loooong time. Two months. I hope nobody was worried that I might be dead.
These last 2 months were harsh and, quite frankly, I'm afraid it will only get worse. And it's not sub's fault. Well, maybe if it tries to do too many things and I get some kind of resistance. But it truth my mistake if that I'm trying chase too many geese at the same time. I'm stretched and exhausted yet I feel like I'm procrastinating. All my plans end in the gutter, I have to face more and more work with less and less time.
There are two things, two hopes that keep me alive for short-term. And I'm more anxious than I ever was than none of them will pan out. And, at this point, none of them are within my power anymore - die had been cast, all I can do now is play what the face will deal me and I think that a bad result will crush me.
For not by numbers of men, nor by measure of body, but by valor of soul is war to be decided.
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
