03-30-2021, 11:21 AM
The other day, GF decided she wanted me to "teach her how to drive on I-95", and her desire was strong enough to override the fearful parts of her subconscious. Now really, she knows how to drive on '95 just like anyone else who knows how to drive, but some part of her subconscious fears it because her old car was a small, rickety old old old POS that, at 68 mph+, had issues with the wheel balance and steering that scared the hell out of her while she was actually learning to drive the first time.
Rationally, she knows she can drive on '95, because rationally, she knows she "knows how to drive". And, she got rid of that money pit many months ago now, and has been using my 2017 vehicle, which I keep in excellent shape. She knows, rationally, that my car is big enough and in good enough repair to drive just fine on '95. It's also a really smooth and easy drive, especially if you pick a lane and engage the traffic aware Cruise Control. She's slept to that on '95 many times when we would go on road trips, back before the pandemic.
But the little girl in her subconscious is still terrified, and because it couldn't stop her from "learning" something it was terrified of, it did the only thing it had left to try. She broke out in itchy, red, rashy welts all over her legs. The smallest was the size of a dime, and they would get larger over time. This isn't the first time she's had welts like this, and it made her very self conscious consciously. Last time, we didn't understand what was causing them, and they grew to patches of skin inches in diameter, and she spent weeks having to be slathered with hydrocortizone cream and have the welts covered with bandages twice a day. It was no fun for either of us, since I had to do the bandaging and she had to deal with the insane itching.
So when they started to appear this time, she was very upset, and with good reason. But this time, we realized what was causing them: her terrified inner child. So she used the cream, but she also started using OF v2. (We have been on MIR for a while because I have had a persistent chest infection.)
Last time, the cream only helped reduce the itching. It still took weeks for the welts to go away. This time, they were only there for a few days before they faded. It took 2 days for us to realize that it was a fear reaction, and 2-3 days for them to go away after we started having her use OF v2.
WOW. That just blows my mind. I wonder how many other skin conditions (psoriasis, etc.) would potentially be helped by this program. I know some, perhaps not all, cases of psoriasis are caused as a subconscious expression of fear.
Knowing this theoretically is one thing. Seeing it actually work is another. I'm blown away!
Rationally, she knows she can drive on '95, because rationally, she knows she "knows how to drive". And, she got rid of that money pit many months ago now, and has been using my 2017 vehicle, which I keep in excellent shape. She knows, rationally, that my car is big enough and in good enough repair to drive just fine on '95. It's also a really smooth and easy drive, especially if you pick a lane and engage the traffic aware Cruise Control. She's slept to that on '95 many times when we would go on road trips, back before the pandemic.
But the little girl in her subconscious is still terrified, and because it couldn't stop her from "learning" something it was terrified of, it did the only thing it had left to try. She broke out in itchy, red, rashy welts all over her legs. The smallest was the size of a dime, and they would get larger over time. This isn't the first time she's had welts like this, and it made her very self conscious consciously. Last time, we didn't understand what was causing them, and they grew to patches of skin inches in diameter, and she spent weeks having to be slathered with hydrocortizone cream and have the welts covered with bandages twice a day. It was no fun for either of us, since I had to do the bandaging and she had to deal with the insane itching.
So when they started to appear this time, she was very upset, and with good reason. But this time, we realized what was causing them: her terrified inner child. So she used the cream, but she also started using OF v2. (We have been on MIR for a while because I have had a persistent chest infection.)
Last time, the cream only helped reduce the itching. It still took weeks for the welts to go away. This time, they were only there for a few days before they faded. It took 2 days for us to realize that it was a fear reaction, and 2-3 days for them to go away after we started having her use OF v2.
WOW. That just blows my mind. I wonder how many other skin conditions (psoriasis, etc.) would potentially be helped by this program. I know some, perhaps not all, cases of psoriasis are caused as a subconscious expression of fear.
Knowing this theoretically is one thing. Seeing it actually work is another. I'm blown away!
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The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!
The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!
