12-18-2020, 11:41 AM
Stage 5 Day 5 (1)
It's my second go for writing today's update. The first one would simply say "This stage's amazing" but that wouldn't be productive so I stepped back and thought.
Beside feeling better, being productive etc. the most important thing is that I feel like I'm really going through some emotional baggage right now. Shannon'd say it was going on all along in the background and I'm sure he's right, but now I really can see this. I feel better emotionally, much less anxious and free, motivated. Optimistic. But the sorting through the crap goes on and the proof can be found in the fact that I've been listening on repeat to this song recently - it really resonated with me this week.
Also in the coming weeks I'm sure you'll see the counter in parenthesis go up. For those of you unaware it's the NoFap counter and it's been low recently as I felt I cannot afford to divert my willpower from more important stuff but not it's gonna be more and more effortless.
It's my second go for writing today's update. The first one would simply say "This stage's amazing" but that wouldn't be productive so I stepped back and thought.
Beside feeling better, being productive etc. the most important thing is that I feel like I'm really going through some emotional baggage right now. Shannon'd say it was going on all along in the background and I'm sure he's right, but now I really can see this. I feel better emotionally, much less anxious and free, motivated. Optimistic. But the sorting through the crap goes on and the proof can be found in the fact that I've been listening on repeat to this song recently - it really resonated with me this week.
Also in the coming weeks I'm sure you'll see the counter in parenthesis go up. For those of you unaware it's the NoFap counter and it's been low recently as I felt I cannot afford to divert my willpower from more important stuff but not it's gonna be more and more effortless.
For not by numbers of men, nor by measure of body, but by valor of soul is war to be decided.
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
