12-16-2020, 04:16 PM
Stage 5 Day 3 (0)
This stage had been amazing so far. I'm happier than in the previous stages, general fatigue is lifting and I'm feeling optimistic. The biggest issue now is my sleeping schedule, but it's mostly due to me recovering and going back to my ordinary cycle so hopefully it'll go back to normal soon. Best stage ever so far.
I've been talking with my boss yesterday and from the conversation it was quite obvious that even if I were to stay in my current job it would not be straightforward. The reasons are complicated and mostly due to the fact than it'd be beneficial to gain some experience abroad among other things. While this is not an issue, it certainly is a point for switching jobs altogether. If there is 90% chance that I'll have to change my field of interest anyway I doesn't make much difference how big of a change it will be, right?
That being said I'll have to play on multiple fronts on this, I may change my mind again and so I will be looking for these new opportunities anyway. What's nice is that I'll have 3 months of respite between starting the job I'm looking forward to and quitting the old one (I'll be kinda doing both at the same time) so if things won't go my way in June I'll have time to find something else before Autumn.
To complain a bit I'm worried about Christmas this year. Long story short I was planning to spend 3 weeks with my mom but now I wanna bet back to the city as soon as possible after Christmas due to personal matters. I fear that instead of spending time with my family I'll escape into playing Cyberpunk or work or some personal projects.
I also have one of my weird posts in the works, there are some interesting musings to be shared but I need some inspiration to write it down.
This stage had been amazing so far. I'm happier than in the previous stages, general fatigue is lifting and I'm feeling optimistic. The biggest issue now is my sleeping schedule, but it's mostly due to me recovering and going back to my ordinary cycle so hopefully it'll go back to normal soon. Best stage ever so far.
I've been talking with my boss yesterday and from the conversation it was quite obvious that even if I were to stay in my current job it would not be straightforward. The reasons are complicated and mostly due to the fact than it'd be beneficial to gain some experience abroad among other things. While this is not an issue, it certainly is a point for switching jobs altogether. If there is 90% chance that I'll have to change my field of interest anyway I doesn't make much difference how big of a change it will be, right?
That being said I'll have to play on multiple fronts on this, I may change my mind again and so I will be looking for these new opportunities anyway. What's nice is that I'll have 3 months of respite between starting the job I'm looking forward to and quitting the old one (I'll be kinda doing both at the same time) so if things won't go my way in June I'll have time to find something else before Autumn.
To complain a bit I'm worried about Christmas this year. Long story short I was planning to spend 3 weeks with my mom but now I wanna bet back to the city as soon as possible after Christmas due to personal matters. I fear that instead of spending time with my family I'll escape into playing Cyberpunk or work or some personal projects.
I also have one of my weird posts in the works, there are some interesting musings to be shared but I need some inspiration to write it down.
For not by numbers of men, nor by measure of body, but by valor of soul is war to be decided.
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
