10-17-2020, 01:05 PM
Stage 3 Day 7 (0)
My biggest problem right now is that I have way too many ideas. I have like dozens of ideas a day for things I'd like to do and only excuses to counter then. You know, a day has only 24 hours and one also needs to sleep. Anyhow right now I have this romantic idea (or at least I think about it more than usually) how cool it would be to win a lottery, quit my job and do some kind of cool projects instead - not for money and purely for fun and accomplishment.
Also I start to feel romantically undervalued. I feel like some kind of cuck pretty much. Everyone seems to be in relationship and be merry and happy and I am here all on my lonesome. And while right now I'm choosing to be alone I wonder if that's because I truly want to focus on myself like I did in the months past or because I only attract crazies and other high emotional risk women. Again, it's not a new thought, but it's something that was absent in a long while.
My biggest problem right now is that I have way too many ideas. I have like dozens of ideas a day for things I'd like to do and only excuses to counter then. You know, a day has only 24 hours and one also needs to sleep. Anyhow right now I have this romantic idea (or at least I think about it more than usually) how cool it would be to win a lottery, quit my job and do some kind of cool projects instead - not for money and purely for fun and accomplishment.
Also I start to feel romantically undervalued. I feel like some kind of cuck pretty much. Everyone seems to be in relationship and be merry and happy and I am here all on my lonesome. And while right now I'm choosing to be alone I wonder if that's because I truly want to focus on myself like I did in the months past or because I only attract crazies and other high emotional risk women. Again, it's not a new thought, but it's something that was absent in a long while.
For not by numbers of men, nor by measure of body, but by valor of soul is war to be decided.
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
