10-14-2020, 03:49 PM
Stage 3 Day 4 (1)
Feeling a little out of whack at my mom's. It's to be expected as I'm not used to spend time here but I want to behave normally and casually. It's nice though so I cannot complain.
I've had, again, a long and very real dream about my sweetheart. One of these from zero to relationship kind of dreams that baffled me a couple of weeks ago. It's strange how during stage 2 she was indifferent to me in my dreams and now she seems not only nice but... emotionally vulnerable I guess.
As due to coronavirus there is almost no chance I'd stumble upon her at work and I have no intention of writing to her out of the blue I judge chances of contact with her to be close to zero. And as, like I've said before on this journal, it's not about her and more about what she represents for me, I really wonder what there dreams might mean. What does she represents. In the dreams she's almost always passive, reacting to what I do but not initiating anything.
Feeling a little out of whack at my mom's. It's to be expected as I'm not used to spend time here but I want to behave normally and casually. It's nice though so I cannot complain.
I've had, again, a long and very real dream about my sweetheart. One of these from zero to relationship kind of dreams that baffled me a couple of weeks ago. It's strange how during stage 2 she was indifferent to me in my dreams and now she seems not only nice but... emotionally vulnerable I guess.
As due to coronavirus there is almost no chance I'd stumble upon her at work and I have no intention of writing to her out of the blue I judge chances of contact with her to be close to zero. And as, like I've said before on this journal, it's not about her and more about what she represents for me, I really wonder what there dreams might mean. What does she represents. In the dreams she's almost always passive, reacting to what I do but not initiating anything.
For not by numbers of men, nor by measure of body, but by valor of soul is war to be decided.
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
