10-01-2020, 07:48 AM
(10-01-2020, 07:30 AM)reki Wrote:(09-30-2020, 11:50 AM)THolt Wrote: Also I lost a friendship with a person I have known for years. We weren’t super close but it got to the point where there was a big imbalance in the friendship. It felt like I was putting in all of the effort while he wasn’t putting in any.
It’s safe to say the friendship is over although it’s been kinda over for the past few months. It’s affecting me emotionally more than I thought it would. I am concerned I won’t be able to meet any new friends for awhile due to COVID.
I can’t seem to keep friendships. I make them and then they go away. It’s like I am sabotaging them somehow. Maybe E4 will get to the root cause of the issue and clear it away.
why do you say its over?
Because it is. There is no benefit for me to continue this friendship anymore so I ended it.