09-28-2020, 01:05 PM
Stage 2 Day 18 (2)
I'm feeling better. Physically all the symptoms are gone and I'm even back to my old self workout-wise, the only problem being I'm not giving myself time to do it like I used to. Still I love the sense of accomplishment and I don't wanna lose my mojo so I'm keeping on.
I've even managed to do solid 8 hours of work. There is asterisk there as big chunk of that time was wasted because I had to go by my workplace as my friend's presentation, which was supposed to happen via the internet, happened in person "for those who wanna come, max N people" and I thought he deserves respect to coming to the event personally if I can. I don't regret it, I've met my colleagues I didn't have opportunity to meet with since March. Still, 3 hours or so spend on talking and listening I could have spend elsewhere. The fact that I'm mad at it shows you something I think.
The only problem is that I'm not sleepy right now. It's 11 PM and I've had something like 3 hours of sleep. This means when I finally manage to fall asleep I'll be impossible to be woken up, I'll sleep until late and I'll waste my day due to this. We'll see how it goes, I have a plan and I'm curious how it will work.
I'm feeling better. Physically all the symptoms are gone and I'm even back to my old self workout-wise, the only problem being I'm not giving myself time to do it like I used to. Still I love the sense of accomplishment and I don't wanna lose my mojo so I'm keeping on.
I've even managed to do solid 8 hours of work. There is asterisk there as big chunk of that time was wasted because I had to go by my workplace as my friend's presentation, which was supposed to happen via the internet, happened in person "for those who wanna come, max N people" and I thought he deserves respect to coming to the event personally if I can. I don't regret it, I've met my colleagues I didn't have opportunity to meet with since March. Still, 3 hours or so spend on talking and listening I could have spend elsewhere. The fact that I'm mad at it shows you something I think.
The only problem is that I'm not sleepy right now. It's 11 PM and I've had something like 3 hours of sleep. This means when I finally manage to fall asleep I'll be impossible to be woken up, I'll sleep until late and I'll waste my day due to this. We'll see how it goes, I have a plan and I'm curious how it will work.
For not by numbers of men, nor by measure of body, but by valor of soul is war to be decided.
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4