08-14-2020, 10:30 AM
Stage 1 Day 3 (10)
Oh boy, finally resistance struck. And with double power. I don't remember feeling so anxious in a while. Between hot and humid weather, probably overreaching goal I wanna achieve tomorrow (and I'll either do it and regret it or I won't and I will feel ashamed) and possibly wasting 50$ due to my stupidity... Well, I fell anxious all right. Starting on Monday I hope to get my life on track and chip away slowly all the reasons for anxiety I have now. But there are things I feel like I have to prove myself before that.
Oh, and blue balls are not a joke. They got sensitive as if someone knee me in there yesterday. Hopefully unrelated though
Oh boy, finally resistance struck. And with double power. I don't remember feeling so anxious in a while. Between hot and humid weather, probably overreaching goal I wanna achieve tomorrow (and I'll either do it and regret it or I won't and I will feel ashamed) and possibly wasting 50$ due to my stupidity... Well, I fell anxious all right. Starting on Monday I hope to get my life on track and chip away slowly all the reasons for anxiety I have now. But there are things I feel like I have to prove myself before that.
Oh, and blue balls are not a joke. They got sensitive as if someone knee me in there yesterday. Hopefully unrelated though
For not by numbers of men, nor by measure of body, but by valor of soul is war to be decided.
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
