Self-esteem 5.5G

[tolgaocal80]

day 45

Hi everyone, there are somethings I want to say;

I am in college and this year had to be my last year as a college student but I had lost my motivation and work ethic and life expectations, all of happiness, friends, everything else etc. All areas in my life were crap. then I saw Shannon's stuffs, this works and actually, I fascinated with his works and follow it.

this semester I passed my lessons with high points , I gained a better understand with life, relationships, vast knowledge about myself, people in general, how to speak in public, how to stand up for wrong things, how to think, how to speak with girls, how to love and respond your relatives etc. I am very motivated to do my things, non-stop self-improvement, and I want and expect many better thing in life for myself. I can't imagine how would be my life if I didn't search for this kind of changes, and couldn't find IML subs. Most Probably still got 3-4 years to finish college, everday struggle to get up and live, fearfullness everytime. So tldr; I am very happy and gratefull for this help by IML. I still got 1-1,5year to finish but I am certainly sure I will get very high points and will be graduted quickly.

on SE side;

My ex flirt messaged me last night, I know her about 5 years or so. this girl was saying me how much she love me and want to do some sexual stuffs with me, that time I was having serious problems with family, and other things, my head was full with this kind of things, I refused her because of my emotional issues. this was really my bad.

now, conversations were "really" different. I don't know why but "about everything she said, I got a %100 understandment what she really says and replied her the exact right answer. it is like reading a foreign language book for the first time with knowing the real meaning of writings. in conversation , she send me back my old messages that I sent to her, it was like watching my old silly childish things. I led dialog directly sexual things and I never used any kind of beta-manipulative loser words, I didn't lie any. I liked this. I can say things that I couldn't say before because of thinking how she will think about me if I say this, will she still like me if I say anything sexual etc. will note here if anything happens.

Generally I am happy with my short results with IML.
Don't forget this; Results always tell the truth. and my results had changed, and still changing for better.