Self-esteem 5.5G

[Shannon]

day 16

Actually, I am afraid , I can't say that I am feeling any sign of this sub is working for me.
I don't know why, but  I have a great intend to stop it and again run AM6, and the last days there is a huge struggle about procastination, fear, doubt, and unwilligness to do anything that I need to do.
These could be some resistance or Idk maybe SE not working for me,
Seems like ultrasonic not fine for me.  today will be listening ocean surf again.

You must be kidding.  I read through what you've written so far and I see you're getting a lot of results.  The key here is that your subconscious has a great deal of fear over something to do with you having self confidence, as is very obvious by your dreams.  It wouldn't be causing those dreams, or that desire to switch, if it wasn't working.  What you're experiencing is that the process is being resisted out of fear.  But resistance means it's worrking, just like acceptance and achievement.

It sounds to me like you have a LOT of resistance.  Find the format that achieves the goal; NOT the format that makes it easy to use the program, but doesn't.