06-09-2020, 05:18 PM
Alpha male Stage 2 Day 14 06/07/2020
-I’m constantly feeling annoyed by my mother as i find more and more of her influence on me. Her constant nagging and worrying about me as invariably rubbed off on me and making me question everything I do with my life. Leaving me in paralyzing fear of what I want to do with my life.
-Last night,I felt this huge wave of neediness wash over me, but my mind is constantly fighting to break the cycle of neediness. To be emotionally self-sufficient and switch from external to internal metrics of self-validation.
Alpha male Stage 2 Day 16 06/09/2020
Realized that I am absolutely terrible with saying no. A friend of mine wanted to recruit to some half baked startup and it took me an hour for me to say no after I internally figured out it's not gonna work. I began to get down to the brass tacks of the business plan and breaking down the number of problems with the business before i could take the leap and say no.
-I’m constantly feeling annoyed by my mother as i find more and more of her influence on me. Her constant nagging and worrying about me as invariably rubbed off on me and making me question everything I do with my life. Leaving me in paralyzing fear of what I want to do with my life.
-Last night,I felt this huge wave of neediness wash over me, but my mind is constantly fighting to break the cycle of neediness. To be emotionally self-sufficient and switch from external to internal metrics of self-validation.
Alpha male Stage 2 Day 16 06/09/2020
Realized that I am absolutely terrible with saying no. A friend of mine wanted to recruit to some half baked startup and it took me an hour for me to say no after I internally figured out it's not gonna work. I began to get down to the brass tacks of the business plan and breaking down the number of problems with the business before i could take the leap and say no.
