EP E3 Journal

[Have at ye]

Day 87:

Just got a lot of serious truth bombs dropped on me by my online mentor. As expected, he kept it real, Seems I've got some deep seated issues regarding women due to abusive treatment from my mother, and it's affecting everything about my relationship not just to women, but to "Mother Earth" as well, which I admit is a rocky relationship. Never liked mother nature.

He also informed me that, yes, there's a wall, yes, there's a mating market, yes, all these factors and things and experiences discussed by red pilled dudes exist, but they are one aspect of reality, in which unlimited possibilities exist. To  base my beliefs about the world and the people in it off of those red-pilled beliefs is to actually create incredibly LIMITING beliefs and to impose very cynical limitations upon myself.

I feel like I'm taking a lot of hard to swallow truth pills, but it's a necessity on my way to taking the ultimate pill: The WHITE pill.

I look forward to getting white pilled! It's the hardest pill to find and the hardest pill to swallow, but easily the best!