08-19-2019, 10:35 AM
experimenting with lucid dreams.
Some interesting things occurred. For one, I would keep screwing up a goal for the lucid dream and I would "wake up" again and start over. Another is I got a real glimpse into how I view my relationship with my mom. She's at the fridge and I say "I love you" and she ignores the comment and tells me some chores that need doing. Dad then comes in and begins chatter with her, while the TV blairs in the background. I laughed and said "Yup! I've got my understanding of this family figured out"
I kept trying to get to the front entrance of my neighborhood. My goal was to reach the front entrance from my bedroom, and then meet a representation of my perfect romantic lover, so I could get an idea as to what subconscious criteria define my perfect romantic lover. Numerous attempts. I failed in the experiment.
Some interesting things occurred. For one, I would keep screwing up a goal for the lucid dream and I would "wake up" again and start over. Another is I got a real glimpse into how I view my relationship with my mom. She's at the fridge and I say "I love you" and she ignores the comment and tells me some chores that need doing. Dad then comes in and begins chatter with her, while the TV blairs in the background. I laughed and said "Yup! I've got my understanding of this family figured out"
I kept trying to get to the front entrance of my neighborhood. My goal was to reach the front entrance from my bedroom, and then meet a representation of my perfect romantic lover, so I could get an idea as to what subconscious criteria define my perfect romantic lover. Numerous attempts. I failed in the experiment.
