08-01-2019, 12:21 PM
(This post was last modified: 08-01-2019, 12:22 PM by EvolvingPhoenix.)
Now I'm watching Youtube video bout Megamind and the character Jonah Hill voices, and I'm having to see myself in that character. I was a jerk. I acted like every entitled nice guy incel who thinks he;s entitled to the woman he fancies, despite having been aware of this kind of personality and formerly judging of such people, and it's fitting that she got sick of my shit. I'm still hurt, but I've got to own up to my own shitty behaviour and attitude and the natural consequences of it. I still deserve forgiveness, patience and understanding, but it's patience and understanding I didn't have for other people like me until I was in their shoes. I can't blame her for not knowing what it's like and judging what she doesn't understand. I made the same judgements before I became that person. Now I know we all, under the right conditions, have it in us to be that way. I wish she did too, but can't blame her for not. People judge what they don't understand. It's for the best if I let go of the matter. And I'm sure E3 will help me do it.
