07-11-2018, 11:28 AM
(07-10-2018, 10:30 AM)Antaeus Wrote: So Had everything gone normally on this stage, my last day of stage 2 would have been Sunday, July 8. But due to some confusion about how I was running the sub, I almost restarted AM6 and listened to Stage 1 for one night. Thus, I missed one night of stage 2 and had to add 1.5 days to my listening time. After July 8, I of course listened to my full 8 hours last night and am trying to get through four hours today.
Recap of stage 2: Stage 2 was still largely uneventful for me in terms of what I can consciously see. I notice some of my thought patterns are still the same. For example: I was at the gym last night and was wrapping up my workout with some cardio on the treadmill. There was this really cute girl on the elliptical in front of me who then jumped on a treadmill two spaces from me. I don’t think she even gave me much thought but I was thinking to myself, “don’t even think about it, she’s out of your league” So I still have some faulty ways of thinking that are crippling me. This is not me saying that this sub doesn’t work, because I know it does. I just think I’m still having trouble getting past some limiting beliefs that I have about myself. I know that the real issue is that I need to push past these barriers and just try to overcome my fear/lack of motivation in trying to connect with new people.
I will begin stage 3 tonight. I hear it’s a rough one.
Edit: Beginning Stage 3 now
Good luck, Stages 2 and 3 were the toughest for me mentally and emotionally.
