06-11-2018, 09:22 PM
Heavy resistance yesterday.
Yesterday evening all of a sudden , I was getting the same feelings as I was getting 1 year ago,
‘I cannot be without her’
It was so heavy and unexpected. I realised it was resistance just an 1 hour ago after waking up.
Awareness is so important, I realised that is such a stupid notion to think I cannot be without her.
I have decided to always have a plan for what I want in life and how I am getting it.
I want money, girlfriend’s and freedom and stability in life.
After SE ILL DO AM6. 2.5 months of SE is left.
Yesterday evening all of a sudden , I was getting the same feelings as I was getting 1 year ago,
‘I cannot be without her’
It was so heavy and unexpected. I realised it was resistance just an 1 hour ago after waking up.
Awareness is so important, I realised that is such a stupid notion to think I cannot be without her.
I have decided to always have a plan for what I want in life and how I am getting it.
I want money, girlfriend’s and freedom and stability in life.
After SE ILL DO AM6. 2.5 months of SE is left.
