06-02-2018, 09:02 AM
I am getting this feeling of change again. I cannot pinpoint it. But there is a certain flow to things that oozes with newness.
Last night I also got flickers of what I call of stage 2 resistance. If stage 1 resistance is a feeling of doom, hopelessness and all that blues combined with the urge to change subs, then stage 2 resistance is a sudden certainty that the sub causes some form of physical harm to you. There is a thought-flash about some perceived ailment that is somehow connected with the subliminal you are running. It is all nonsense of course, but for a moment it seems very real. Or maybe I am just being weird.
Anyway, there are changes underway. Even if I don't know what exactly is changing. This feeling of flow is unique. And I only get it with 5.5Gs.
Last night I also got flickers of what I call of stage 2 resistance. If stage 1 resistance is a feeling of doom, hopelessness and all that blues combined with the urge to change subs, then stage 2 resistance is a sudden certainty that the sub causes some form of physical harm to you. There is a thought-flash about some perceived ailment that is somehow connected with the subliminal you are running. It is all nonsense of course, but for a moment it seems very real. Or maybe I am just being weird.
Anyway, there are changes underway. Even if I don't know what exactly is changing. This feeling of flow is unique. And I only get it with 5.5Gs.
_ - Third Stone From The Sun - _
